damn straight!

I CANNOT FUCKING BELIEVE that NICK CARTER WAS ON STEPH's CAMPUS! THAT HE WAS THERE IN HER CANTEEN - THAT SHE DID NOT CALL ME ASAP AND DRAG HIM AND THROW HIM ON THE PHONE TO TALK TO ME!!!!

aaayayayyyaayy.. lol i just about freaked. that totally made my day, thanks steph - especially for the comment:

steph: "well, kat, he's exactly what you said he looks like."
me: "hot?"
steph: "chubby."

-- well today has been filled with ups and downs. i fucked up my enscie test as usual! :) then, find out my boyfriend's goin on a 3 week trip to: india, africa, cambodia, netherlands and paris. very very very cool. but im gonna be mopey, and crying, and whiney and...sniff, either really thin or really fat. WAAAAAAAAAAAH.

poor poor blog & lj readers. im gonna turn into a hannah, arent i?

oh & btw ---

"Karen"

Bridget Moynihan comes back big time as Karen, a homeless person who wins the lottery. The mysterious Angel (Sarah Michelle Gellar), shows up in her life and tells her about her real past. She has an affair with Angel's assistant Chris, played by Seann William Scott. Karen is indicted for a crime, but her friends find the missing witness Jordan (Eddie Murphy) to prove her innocence.

What's your journal's Hollywood blockbuster? Created by chickenbarbecue Enter your LJ username or your first name: Male Female

&

"Kat"

Nicole Kidman stars as Kat, a programmer who feels stuck at her deadend job. She remembers the tragic death of her best friend, Lolita (Lucy Liu), and vows to seek vengeance. She proposes to Jeffrey (Mel Gibson), who rejects her proposal. Kat is then hired by TV executive Daniel (Woody Harrelson) to star in her own television show.

What's your journal's Hollywood blockbuster? Created by chickenbarbecue Enter your LJ username or your first name: Male Female

oooh oooh &

"Malia kalena"

Reese Witherspoon comes back big time as Malia kalena, a homeless person who wins the lottery. She then flies to Hawaii to visit Jessica (Bridget Moynihan) who was surprised to see her. She proposes to Jordan (John Travolta), who rejects her proposal. Michael (Woody Harrelson) tries to steal her away from Jordan but she remains faithful to her true love.

What's your journal's Hollywood blockbuster? Created by chickenbarbecue Enter your LJ username or your first name: Male Female

sorry, that just made me laugh. anyhoo.

onto more things that happened today - to take a breather after nucum's hell session - we played "pass the message/telephone" and charades during language class. fun fun! found out the oct. ish is out na & had a very tiring session of pilates.

congrats to ateneo for kickin' lasalle's ass.

chris is gonna party tonight. im gonna start learning to mope @ home and do my civ homework as well as aps.

fun, huh?

taking a quickass breather currently just finished up my ensci community project documentation thingy majiggy... gaaah!

EEEEEEEEEEEEHEEEEEEEEEEEHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

total girly moment! *squeal*

they're comin' back!

....

*kaff kaff*

shuddap.

Your a long haired dog. I guess thats good, some
people think dogs are good looking....blah!


How ugly are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

this is just the nice way of saying im a bitch, isn't it?

taken off nikki's blurty :)

first grade teacher's name: Ms. Ante!
last word you said: “aww" ... that's not quite a word, ey?
last song you sang: "how does it feel to be down on your knees....?"
last thing you laughed at: weird al yankovic's "bsb are gay" song

PRESENT.
what's in your cd player: an ol' mixed up cd called "kat's #3 cd". kewl, huh?
what color socks are you wearing: not wearing socks at the moment
what's under your bed: wood? flooring?
what time did you wake up today: 9.30. that wasn't voluntary. (thanks stavi. sigh.)

FUTURE.
what is your career going to be: having my own advertising agency and hosting - i hope? ;)
where are you going to live: either here or the US, or both, ey? :)
how many kids do you want: 2
what kind of car will you drive: a gorgeous SUV! im currently in love with the new toyota land cruiser... but hey, a lexus 430 would be fantastic!

CURRENT.
current hair: parted on the left, long
current clothes: sweater, boxers and a t-shirt.
current annoyance: civ homework
current smell: phoebe aka cheese.
current longing: a hug!
current desktop picture: same as my user pic on my lj- flexible.
current favorite music artist: shiza, that's a lot to ask fer. a lot. lot lot.
current book: nothing at the moment, i have a bunch of books still to be read in my room.
current worry: all my deadlines & boracay & 2 weeks in november.
current hate: i was bitching earlier
story behind your username: its my O' trio nickname (3 best friends and a whole summer in hawaii) - wild phoenix
current favorite article of clothing: seriously? my purple bikini!
favorite physical feature on a girl: er. hair?
one person you wish was here right now: CHRIS!! cmere cmere cmere! :)
line from the last thing you wrote to someone: "yep, definately a street!"
i am happiest when: im with chris, when i'm riding my horses, when i'm relaxed.
i feel lonely when: im alone, a duh. haha
favorite authors: lewis carol has always been a favorite since before pa :) (forgot to mention that before. hehe)
do you think too much: oh you bet
if you could live anywhere in the world, where: hmm. USA probably... but i'd have to be very very very comfortable.
famous person you want to meet: heh. kevin richardson?
do you have any regrets: can't think of any at the moment. OH! yes. complaining on the wrong night and ending up in the hospital.
sex or love: Love with sex. hahaha ;)
favorite coffee: iced!
favorite smell: kenzo, ralph lauren romance, escada sentiment... ooh man, on a guy - TRUTH (ok, that's both the perfume and the real meaning to the word)
what makes you mad: some things - will get back to this question.
favorite way to waste time: on the net. you bet.
what is your best quality: er, i hope to heck i'm nice.
are in currently in love/lust: loooooooove -- and will stay PG for the likes of alexis and cile. so i wont say lust. hahaha
what's the craziest thing you have ever done: good lawdy. try sneaking off to gawd knows where for one whole weekend without anyone finding out. wait. that's the stupidest thing i've done.
any bad habits: cracking my neck and my wrist, sometimes biting my nails
do you find it hard to trust people: you bet, but a lot less like that nowadays
last thing you bought yourself: a shirt :) -- unless you count starbux.
bath or shower: shower - baths are nice though. just need someone else in the tub with you, ey? haha
favorite season: when the sun's out, when its not raining, and when its cool. (in this country, there is NO specific season for that. its called a LUCKY DAY)
favorite color: blue
favorite flavor: vanilla and mint
favorite time of day: mornings when i dont have to get up early. - but usually early afternoons is when i do most of my activites.
gold or silver: platinum. haha. ok ok - platinum AND white gold.
any secret crushes: used to. haha. then he became my boyfriend. naks!!

FASHION.
how many coats and jackets do you own: er... safe to say ten
do you wear a watch: yessum
favorite pants color: my jeaaans
most expensive item of clothing: probably my gowns
most treasured: hmm... my necklace, watch and bracelet. all given by my mum and dad. (if its just talking bout accesories, k?)

YOUR FRIENDS.
do your friends know you: a little too much
what do they tend to be like: shiza. they're all great in their own way. :)
can you count on them: you bet!
can they count on you: hell yes!

LAST.
last book you read: this earth of mankind.
last movie you saw: does 24 count? haha. i still have 4 more hours to go in the first season! GAAAH
last movie you saw on the big screen: woah. i cant even remember... uh. shiza. is it sinbad, or pirates of the caribean or...
last show you watched on tv: i havent been watching tv since 24 hours.
last song you heard: im still here - vertical horizon
last thing you had to drink: water
last thing you ate: ah. i attacked stavi's cake and ate all the sugared pieces - there are currently no more pawprints, mr. salt, mrs. pepper, the baby pepper/salt holder, the refrigerator, the shovel, the couch... basta all the furniture in the blues clues house has been eaten by me.
last time you showered: bout 2-3 hours ago.
last time you smiled: kanina lang my friend! :)
last time you laughed: just a while ago nga :)
last person you hugged: wow. i think my mum - or daddy?
last person you talked to online: alexis
last person you talked to on the phone: monica
last thing you smelled: phoebe...

DO YOU.
smoke: nope
do drugs: nope
drink: just had a margherita last night.
sleep with stuffed animals: i think the only stuffed toy that ends up on my bed is either eeyore or phoebe!
have a crush: meron pa! sikat na sikat pa siya!
have a boyfriend/girlfriend: yessum
have a dream that keeps coming back: before, not now. now i just remember almost all my dreams... well, that's been going on forever anyhoos.
play an instrument: used to. a recorder that both my parents threw away. how ... supportive.
believe there is life on other planets: i dont think so
read the newspaper: heh. guilty guilty... i love the comics section, pet life and entertainment and i sneak peaks at the front page.
have any gay or lesbian friends: yup yup
believe in miracles: yes!
consider yourself tolerant: tolerant of...?
consider police a friend or foe: er. matters where - here or the US? and er. after watchin 24 hours - YOU CAN NEVER BE TOO SURE. mwahaha
like the taste of alchohol: tequila, margaritas, vodka etc - but I hate the taste of beer, gin, scotch etc. yucky.
believe in astrology: nope
believe in magic: harry potter anyone?
pray: yep, every night.
go to church: yep. i havent gone for the past 2 weeks. i feel pretty bad about that.
have any secrets: er, yes.
have any pets: 5 horses, 6 doggies, and basically 1 cat.
go or plan to attend college: im in it, aint i?
talk to strangers: i think so
have any piercings: my earlobes, cuz chris seems to have em for the both of us. ... HEEHEE. love you and just kidding!! :)
have any tattoos: yes i do, on my bum -- right? ;)
hate yourself: not usually - used to
wish on stars: i've never seen a falling star, ya know? :)
like your handwriting: when my hand is in a good mood, yes.
believe in santa: sayang! I like his reindeers!
believe in the easter bunny: haha, naw - but i did love hunting for eggs. :)
believe in the tooth fairy: pandak fairy is what we called her - aka, my yaya!!!
trust others easily: matters
sing in the shower: YOU BET!!

my fucked up mood has just totally been cheered up by --

Weird Al Yankovic's "Which Backstreet Boy is Gay?"

i just fell off my chair. heeheehee... still laughing. funniest shizzle.



we are on fire
we have desires
but one is that way
one backstreet boy is gay
but we dont want to be mean
since now he's a queen
dont ask please
which backstreet boy is gay

tell me who
(aint saying that its aj)
tell me who
(aint saying that its howie)
tell me who
i never wanna hear you say
which backstreet boy is gay

now i can see him
he's in women's clothes
he don't need an IUD
he likes village people
he's playing croquet
his dog is a pekinese

he is on fire
his back perspires
won't say
won't say
WHOS GAY

he's always saying
ain't nothing but a buttache
ain't nothing but a fruitcake
i never wanna hear you say
which one of us is gay

tell me who
(aint saying that its brian)
but tell me who
(aint saying nick or kevin)

which backstreet boy is gay?

sigh.

bitching and moaning session sorry about whining to you, alexis.

heh. i hate ala paredes. i hate kc concepcion. i dont hate patty or johan, but i do believe they should be on myx. where heart evangelista and ala paredes and their whiney ass voices are at.

alright... alright... ill admit it.

PMS!!!!

cute stavi's been using the justice league pillow a lot.

yey. he's getting more boyish now.

the best blog entry yet... *snickers* im sorry. i really can't stand this woman.

Just felt like recapping
Last Friday was a blast. I know i'm like a week late but seriously. It was just that great.

Ok the krackheads picked me up and we got some drinks at Starbucks then played DDR and some racing game in Powerplant! hehe then we bummed at Karla's. Wait no. That was Saturday...

Uh...Friday! Yeah, I forgot how I got to Karla's but when I got there there were a bunch of ppl. Yeah, well we all packed into three cars. I was with Karla, Ash and Jay and we were all singing Hanson/Bsb songs.

Then they dared me to switch cars. So in the middle of the highway, I jmumped out and ran into JP and Yannicks car. They had the alcohol anyway. hahaha then Jay, Karla and Ashlee ran over too!

Then we switched again to Roachelles car but there wasn't enough space so I was all alone on the highway! I had to RUN back to JP's car.

Then Karla and Jae ran back to JP's car. Then Karla and I ran back to karla's car. I was sitting on the window, singing at the top of my lungs, smoking a cigarette with a gas truck right in front of me with huge signage saying "Do not smoke within 50 feet." And for some odd reason I was getting the biggest kick out of it.

Obviously, I drank too much.

When we got to the theater I was just like "duhhh" and trying to pay attention was like "...uh..." all I got was "Vagina!" "Vagina!" "Vagina!" duh it was the monologues.

OK. I'm retarded. I was just thinking about it on my way home from school today. wala lang.

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i think i almost about cried in laughter.

took this test on behalf of chris -- now you take it. and er, tell me more about this fellow. cuz i'm staring blankly at it.




Take the Radiohead Collective Member Test.


You are Thom Yorke, the lead singer of Radiohead, the lead songwriter of Radiohead, and you are not afraid of computers if you stand over them with a hammer.
You also looked a bit like this when you were a teenager:


Creepy, huh?

You have the voice of God although you have eyes that can move independently of each other, and you have a love/hate relationship with the media. You tend to get drunk a lot, and your fans often wonder if you are drunk onstage (which would explain the dancing).
You are notorious for frightening journalists, whether it be your facial tics or your scathing tongue in which you are not afraid to let loose those profanities... naughty you! However, your hate is understood, as your first splash into a well-known magazine featured a ghastly picture of you with the headline "UGLEE OH YEAH!" and for years, the journalists' favourite question to ask you is whether or not you were depressed.



People tend to think you have no sense of humour which is strange because you enjoy potty jokes and Aphex Twin.
You're also prone to throwing fits, whining, and being misunderstood. But this can all be foregiven, because you are in the greatest band in the world.

hey new link! -- nikki!

feeling so-so -- i went to a comedy club last night. and the show wasn't as hot as the last time. joel made a comment that they just did 3 shows that day, and this was their fourth. it's hard to keep it up without getting tired. they're still a very excellent troop. -- but i think the lack of laughter was dependent more-so on the fact that i really missed chris that night. why, dunno.

kinda sitting there - not taking the jokes so lightly either. btw- that tim whatever dude needs to be shot. seriously. my sister and i were about ready (along with the rest of the room) to boo him off stage. he's the "intermission" act between spit sets. idiot. he needs to roll himself onto a street so that we can run over him a couple hundred times.

shit. you know what? i'm tired again. i think what sent me to the hospital last time is beginning to happen again now. i don't think i'm made to go out that late. *sigh* i suppose! i woke up this morning very very grouchy. even if stavi grabbed my head and kissed me and hugged my head. heh heh. it was really sweet. and btw - its stavi's real birthday today.

mother's yakking on and on about the SPIT group nanaman. fuck the fact i try to share humor with her. its so stupid. stupid stupid.

onto the emode.com quizzes

once again, a computer knows more about me than i do... hahaha ;)

Kat, your celebrity look is the Classic Look!

Tennis, anyone? How about a weekend in the country? Just slip on those tortoise-shell sunglasses and your khaki skirt, and you've got the Classic Look down. With your somewhat preppy lifestyle and a wardrobe filled with things that'll never go out of style, your look spells out your trust in the enduring values.

Kat, your sexual personality is Phi-ELDN-9.

As a Phi, you have a good sense of yourself and your sexuality. You know how to turn on the sex appeal when it suits your needs, and have a fair amount of confidence when it comes to your sexual performance. You focus more on the emotional than the physical connection with your partner while having sex.

Are you sure you're you?

Warning! The person reading this may not be entirely you. You've probably had some suspicions already, little clues that make you wonder. People who look incredibly familiar probably knew the real you. When strangers are a little too friendly, they probably mistake you for...well...you.

Don't get too upset. It's a common problem. One morning you don't quite feel like yourself, and the feeling never goes away. Or maybe you were just searching for a "new look" and you went a bit too far. The good news is that you're not a completely lost cause. With a little hard work, you can find yourself again.

We're not suggesting meditation and incense. There are many other techniques that are more effective. Send off a few emails to yourself and see how you respond. Hire a private investigator to follow you around and look for clues that you leave behind. If you're feeling brave, try the personals - take out an ad and see if the real you turns up. It could be the start of a beautiful friendship.

Whatever happens, we wish you the best of luck on your journey of personal discovery.

----------............. well, that's nice.

brattiness came out today. hoo boy, didja ever get a day when ur totally stressed - do something stupid, and end up kicking urself for it? yessir, ya guessed it. that's kat today.

got the ff:

1. christian civ:
- longass outline due by next wednesday (still to be approved)
- document analysis by monday
- finals oct. 15
2. fine arts
- 10 people screwed up a project. excellent. so we're fixing it up as a pair - have to redo the whole frickin' thing. monica and i are going for harlem-renaissance. jazz.
- oral exam next wednesday, and i gotta GO to the metropolitan museum to meet the teacher there next wednesday, counted as a long test
3. APS
- course paper
- prefinals on oct. 6
- exam questions
4. NSTP - OSA - OVERT
- bantay bata proposal
5. ensci
- community project due by monday
- we. need. books. so if anyone, anyone at all has some old childrens books, or textbooks - pass em on.

and guess what? i only found out about most of that - TODAY!!!

i had a massive headache during my last class. and i just got so grouchy the whole day. i did all my homework and snapped at everybody.

*sigh*

im really sorry.

off the hating thing... im so tired. got so much homework to do. but my parents put on 24, so i ended up watching 2 of the episodes ... which is equivalent to 15 hours total. onto the 16th hour tomorrow. gawsh. well, that's it. dont really feel too great right now.

are you bi-curious?

hahahaha - ok, only one person in the world is gonna get that.

i figured it out! and forgot to post it earlier --

chris without his goatee = angel boy/boy next door/the cute cuddly one in a boyband

chris with a goatee = bad-ass boyband member! *gasp* who's cute and cuddly

*snicker snicker snicker*

i love ya, i do. but it's so cute. seriously.

stop being so damn cute & cuddly hunny bunny!

heeeheeeeheeee.

scary shit i tell you im starting to enjoy being anti-social again. oh no! i have a close knit bunch of friends that i love talking to - and all the people that i do love, but are very sosyal - i take my hat off to you! i just hope they understand that i'm not anti-social on purpose - but im just trying to get my priorities straight. ive noticed that now that i've been less sosyal, i've been better with my studies, and my horses, and the gym, and pilates, my close friends, and chris, and my diet, and my family and even my work -- AAAH! its so exhilirating!!

i can wear my bikini again!! you don't understand, that's excellent!

i know how to spell sosyal!! (b4: sociale)

oh shizzle, and i turned the radio on and actually listening to an incubus song without rolling the window down and puking!! i also ate a tuna subway sandwich which i haven't indulged myself with since hawaii last summer!!! shiiiiit. interesting things.

im also finished my 13th hour of the 24 hour series - heading into my 14th tomorrow! i had self-control to stop myself today! someone jump up and clap! clap clap clap clap.

i still dunno what to be for halloween.

oh and i still have to buy stavi's bday gift tomorrow. gack! i also have a lotta stress for tomorrow - oh and not to mention the fact that 9.00 is something that is too early for me.

12 oclock classes are the best and are the easiest for me to make. hmm. things i find out about myself.

what else - ok, true confession. one time, backstage at a fashion show - i saw donita, she smiled at me and i practically screamed. i found out that she's the only pinay celebrity i'd probably ask an autograph from. but since all the models backstage werent screaming - i had to cover my mouth and squeal.

hmmm... im really bored tonight.

oh! i gotta call from alvin today - and he's gonna be in school tomorrow to play indoor soccer - thing is, its at around 6 pm. and i'll be in makati by then. hay nako. wrong timing as usual. scary shizzle? got exams coming up in like... what? 3 weeks? yes.

oh and another thing i can't believe? was at the gym today (chris so frickin' cute with his goatee goin' on!! hahaha - sorry, had to announce it. heh.) -- was making chika with eric, and he brought up the fact that it was since feb pala that chris walked into the gym! haha. that's like 8 months ago already. shizzle.

ah, and i met my sister's friend, dick.

--- ok i'm done rambling. :) good night!!

still happy... but i figured out what i'm really most concerned with - getting close to important people in the lives of the people i care about. (did that make sense?) i feel i accomplished that with scilla - meaning, heck, her parents feel like i'm an adopted daughter. heh. -- but it's just that i can't do that with other people. usually, if i care about you- you're simply my main focus. i'm shy otherwise.

it bugs me. even if i'd like to become a friend to someone you care about, for example, they're gonna have to be the ones to want to get to know me first. seriously. have you ever had that feeling where you're sitting in a room and you want to talk to that person who's looking at you from across the room? let's say its a party, and you know everyone in that room - hell, it could even be a family reunion... well, i'm the type of person who ends up exiting that room with that stupid feeling that i wish that i talked to him or her.

then later on, i meet that person again and i finally get to talk to them - and the first thing they say is: "wish you talked to me."

tell you the truth, i'm basically the most insecure person you're ever gonna meet. i just hide it well i guess. heh.

24 HOURS is fucking awesome!! i have made it to 8 hours of the first season, as of last night. my mother was hilarious, she was threatening and screaming my dad when he said we should probably stop so that we could all get to sleep. haha. my mum was hollering, "I DONT WANT TO SLEEP!!! I WANT THE 9TH HOUR!! LET ME WATCH THE 9TH HOUR!! YOU'RE SO UNFAIR! I DON't HAVE SCHOOL TOMORROW! YOU DONT LET ME DO ANYTHING! LOOK AT ALL THE THINGS IVE DONE FOR YOU!----" it kept going. its so frickin' funny.

besides the 24 Hour hype (i swear that since i have both seasons, i'm gonna be a bug-eyed kid by next week.) i've got school in a matter of one hour, meaning i've gotta go and get dressed, ey?

22nd na pala!

I LOVE YOU BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mwah mwah mwah :)

i have no oomph for architecture.

i'd rather run around naked with a rubber chicken.

my paper suuuuuuuuuuuuucks

chris, do me a favor, tear it apart, "tweak" the hell out of it!

so sad when i know i can't write for shit.

*sniffle*

oh and he's reading it now.

shoot me. NOW.

-J.LO TO AUCTION RING!
Jennifer Lopez reportedly plans to auction her $1.2 million engagement ring at Sotheby's after actor Ben Affleck called off their wedding. It is believed the singer wants to donate the proceeds from the sale of the pink diamond ring to children's charities. She is not planning to give the ring back and says there is no chance of the two getting back together.

wasnt it $6.1 million...? and wasn't it a harry winston? hmm. heck, i want that ring. haha.

more on jennifer

so the wedding's off, the relationship's off the hook... how sad naman, just when the poor woman was finally in love - the brat of an affleck (never liked him anyway) goes off and "thinks twice". haha. hay nako, i talk like i know them. (right steph? - oh yes, "can you believe what mandy and jennifer and britney did today?!") well, he did buy her a pink diamond- which after all is the rarest next to a red diamond... and she sure as hell better not return it. a bush of d class diamonds on a platinum band remain as simply a picture on my phone.

sigh. now i have to make sure they're all pink.

haha ;)

on my headphones: angry johnny - poe ... reason to take headphones off is cuz they turn my ears red! ouch!

there is no one online today. it's driving me insane. seriously. i have no way to procrastinate on my fine arts paper! noooooooooooo.... gah. my mother also wont let me blast music, and listening to this shizzle on headphones is just PAINFUL! ooh, ooh, announcement though - i have been a positive person for one week straight now! aha! just figured out non-painful way to listen to music again - using my cd player's headset - stuff em' into my ears for less pain, oh yes! this is weird, but quite welcomed...

hrmm... lessie... got some friends ranting about a *ahem* certain favorite site that's being missed.... so they're planning to get themselves off their lazy asses and do some major ass kicking instead daw. good luck to all of them. writers are truly nuts. haha. :)

"i can do it to you gently
i can do it with an animal's grace
i can do it with precision
i can do it with corny taste
but either way, either, either way,
i wanna kill you,
i wanna blow you,
away.

i can do it to your mind
i can do it to your face
i can do it with integrity
i can do it with disgrace
but either way, either way
i wanna kill you
i wanna blow you,
away. "

seriously, this song is so hot. haha. its been years though, to think!

ok going back to doing my paper... bleh.

reasons why kevin richardson rocks

Kevin Richardson and Keith McGuffey, Original Songs and Score
A great film requires a great soundtrack. Overseeing its accomplishment will be Kevin Richardson and Keith McGuffey. As a prominent member of the internationally acclaimed music group the Backstreet Boys, Kevin has sold over 70 million albums in 28 countries. He also founded and remains active in "Just Within Reach," a foundation dedicated to educating youth on the preservation of wildlife and the environment. Currently, Kevin is writing and producing songs for various artists and earning rave reviews starring on Broadway as "Billy Flynn" in Chicago. Kevin’s long time friend and business partner Keith McGuffey has toured Europe and Asia as a recording artist. Entering into a joint venture with Sony Music in New York, Keith develops aspiring songwriters and handles his personal songwriting/publishing. Keith is also currently writing and producing songs for various artists. In August 2003 Kevin and Keith opened up a music school known as The Music Workshop in Louisville, Kentucky and are gearing up to launch their own record label.

The Film

In a world cluttered with ideas, conflicts and worthy causes crying out to be addressed, how does one draw world attention to the plight of an elusive white bear found only in one far-off corner of the globe? The answer is by recognizing what successful marketing companies have understood for decades. To reach the largest number of people, one has to connect with them emotionally through an easily and universally accessible medium - entertainment. And the vehicle most aptly suited to carrying the story of the Spirit Bear is the computer animated film - a form enjoying spectacular success right now with audiences worldwide, and a powerful story-telling tool that will allow the creation of the Spirit Bear, his family and his world without intrusion.

Our film "The Spirit Bear" is set in the Great Bear Rainforest and will follow our hero on his journey from cute and clumsy child to majestic adult. His fun-filled adventures, his perilous escapes, his loves, lessons and triumphs will move audiences to kindle hope for his future. It will be through his eyes that we will learn to love this world and the creatures that inhabit it. We tell the story of the danger his home is threatened with and his imminent, inevitable disappearance.

The land of the Spirit Bear is a complex web of life, a model for the interdependence of species, a reminder of all that is right in this world. The celebration of this mystical bear's existence will be a lasting legacy for our generation and all generations to come.
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ive seen the trailers for this! adorable! :)

lets just hope they have the oomph to do something like "the lion king" again.

fallout...???? ok. well i've never heard their music, so i have no idea if they're ok or hindi. just that a friend of mine is one of the members, and he told me to check out their band - cuz they're doing really well daw. so uhm, ok... saving the link.

most beautiful thing i am privilaged to experience is watching lani gallop around that bullring. chris has witnessed this. i did it again today after almost 2 months of not doing it. its just amazing how wonderful that horse is. she's the nastiest horse in the world, but we've got this "bitchy bond" - haha. i love her so much. she puts her head up, her tail up and just gallops off. goes around in circles, starts prancing - knowing the fact that she is the hottest thing on four feet. after she's satisfied with the amount of dust that covers me, she slows down, walks around, and comes towards me to tell me she's ready for me to bring her back home.

its so cute, and every single time i shower her with kisses. *sigh*

WE KILLED THE BUG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

and i'm annoyed at friendster.

ok i shouldn't bash something i dont know about.

maybe that's why i hate friendster.

everyone's talking bout it. i thought it was just a circle of some people i knew...

seems its moved into the rest of the online community.

im not ever gonna sign up for friendster.

ill sit on anyone who tries to make me. bah.

kathy, don't even try. please.

bug files. there's an unidentified crawling bug running around and harassing my mouse. i was just about to kill it when i noticed it had a long-ass stinger on its ass! screaming my head off did no good - so i called my maid downstairs to come up and kill the blasted thing. so i left her in the room with it, she came out for a split second to tell me she couldn't find it. she went back in and didn't come out, so i went inside to check on what was up and whether she had seen the bug or not. no such luck. i drew the bug for her, and she started telling me it was a good bug. big fat lie. so my yaya comes in and i show her the drawing, and now she tells me its a bad-ass evil bug. great. i left my computer running so i can't just leave it to hell - i've got a lot of important files that my mom's not supposed to see! not to mention the existence of this blog!

still looking for it, they're usuing walis, and they're banging on everything. and i'm just praying he's either gonna show up and get killed by nita, or he dissapears forever.

my ears are red due to having headphones on for the past 4 hours. looks like i need new music again. as of today i have burned... almost 12 disks of music, and i'm sick of every single one. BUT, i did listen to some of my old cd's last night... and u know what sucks? the triple o's sexcellent soundtrack is no where to be found! bah. sucks to be me. i even made the cutest cd covers for those. ...

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH haha. nating. :) happy cuz my imagination's coming around again, i'm losing weight, and ive found myself a graphics course!! woohoo !!!

oddest thing run by me as of today? my mother and father thought i was gonna be a boy - so they named me justin.

GOOD GAWD.

haha... ok odd little fact you didn't know about my life - or before my life actually. haha - surprise surprise, im a girl!

btw - funny thing today. alexis met my mum - first thing she says after - you sure ur related ha? i'll make sumbong to chris. AHAHAHAHA.

anyways that's it for now - dont feel much like typing. downloadin' galore.

what drives me crazy... arguement with my mother again. she said crap tonight - 20 seconds later, flat out denies it. the word is CRAP! my mother said CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP!!!!!.... grrrr. now she brings on a whole fight. she swears she didn't. i swear she did. everyone heard it! she swears im the most obnoxious child - when last night she said i was her sweetest most wondeful child... .. ER.

i love her, but she drives me nuts sometimes.

*sigh*

announcement! i got a 3/3 on my theo quiz this morning; didn't suvive during my civ test; partially revived myself during fine arts - and here i am! oh and i recited ONCE today in APS class. woohoo. same teachers complain: they can't fuckin hear me daw. BAH.

it's almost the end of sept, and what's on everyone's minds? (well as far as i know) ... what the heck do we wear for halloween? ... i went to polo club the other day, and the horse-tractor has a big jack-o lantern on it. er... riight. well, i think scills and i figured out what we're gonna dress up as. remind me to work out my thighs.

that's ur only hint.

hek hek hek. :)

currently listening to some really old music that was never released - some of this shizzle is good, some of this, i am thankful didn't get released.

enjoyed my pilates session today - why? wasn't that much hard work, lots of stretching, cleared up my sinus and i got a hug from chris straight after :) very nice way to end my relaxing day today.

and darnit im sleepy. very very sleepy... fell asleep on the lazy boy kanina... oh, and hey, chandler got shaved. he's such a cutie - and huge for 6 frickin months. i have a monster spaniel on my hands. he makes phoebe look like a dwarf (which she is anyway)... and boy was da khind dirty as heck today. she was really affectionate though. first thing that happened when i got home was i got a dirty cocker spaniel hug. then she jumped on my lap and got all kitty like on me.

funny.

it feels so nice to be loved. i'm gonna go visit lani and shazziekins again tomorrow. i miss those two. it makes a huge difference even just walking them around. cute yesterday too cuz i was leading shazzie with his lead rope while i was on lani (who's half my huge horsie's size) - and every time i stopped, shazzie would stop right next to my leg and lift his head up for me to scratch him on his forehead.

*sigh* how adorable.

oh and hey, my mother wants chris to learn to ride. heh heh. :) i say yes - watcha think?

hello to cile and alexis who now also view this blog -- no more spreading the news or linking! haha. good lawd, now you both know how insane i am...

:)

"be yours completely, i feel so deeply
you're my first thought everyday --
my life is for you, and i adore you,
i love you more everyday..."

how cute. :)

=(

DAMMIT, SOMEONE GIVE ME A HUG!!!!!

thanks for cheering me up. my nephew's the best man! haha. i feel ignored - so blasting music and seeing that kid jump up and down has brightened my day. ... do i annoy anyone? answer HONESTLY PLEASE!! *points to comment section* answer.

anyways... blasting HAPPY gay music just to get myself to ignore all bad vibes. MOODINESS AWAY!! lol.

im gonna go and do something totally silly just to get my outta this upcoming funk. teehee. im calmer then usual. u know im doing my best to work on myself, righto? *points to comments section* answer.

kini too now... just stole a dalmation squeaky toy right from under my nephew's nose. hahaha!

...

bah, i need different music. even gay ass music doesnt work. ill just go finish my homework and munch on icebreakers dammit.

lesson to the world: cheer my up by doing the ff things:

1) dont ignore me even if im bitchy
2) give me a hug
3) smile? ....

*sigh*

*singing along to the music* in places no will fiiiiind... haha. :) God bless!!! gotta be happy, right?

damn straight indeed.

im so whacked out.

you gotta love me.

haha. :)

i'm a jealous bitch doesn't work for me. took me a weekend of pure thought to realize that it just does the opposite of good. i don't think jealousy's just going to dissapear in a snap - but i'm working on it. whether i was hurt in the past or what-not, it's not gonna make a difference now. trust is what's more important. risk it, and to hell with risking it if the person you're with is the best. openness on both sides can only happen when both of you trust one another. when someone starts freaking out - the other party may start freaking out when you freak out... thus more problems.

it takes me time to figure out things - apologies on my part.

im crazy in love with chris, everyone should know that, ok? spread the word. lol.

yey, i'm getting outta class @ 2.30 tomorrow - which means - since i cant gym - i can RIDE MY HORSIES!!! :) i miss 'em. more than 2 weeks now i haven't seen em. -- currently listening to "How does it Feel to Ya?" - coo coo cal feat. koffee brown. good song! i like! :)

aww, this one's nice. lol - sure hope so. ngyek. :)


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i now have excellent music thanks to monica :) she just gave me a cd with our project pictures - and along with it, burned music. fantastico. got stuff from salt n' peppa - to ol' alternative. excellente. =) currently listening to everclear.

waiting for chris to come home. i'm sick as a dog, so i wont be at the gym today. restin up today, and lazing around the couch watching TV is what i'm up to. i realized that i've gone a whole weekend without texting... in fact, less of my phone. maybe i can cut down my bills. and maybe i don't gotta text every second of every minute of the day. i really DONT do anything in moderation, ey? *sigh* i really miss chris though. hope hope hope he misses me too! *sniffles* he hasn't put his phone on yet. gah.

oh and there was a good episode on that 70's show, season 3... jealousy for no reason at all. chris is my eric in that episode then i suppose. heh heh. :)

the funniest salon-pas commercial. you hear "whapack!" ... some girl groans. "whapack!" some old man starts whimpering. "whapack" another lady starts moaning... so on so forth - then you see them slap on salon-pas. haha. :)

im really sick again. no fever this time i think. but my throat's sore. my nose is clogged. and i've got phlegm down my throat. ew.

yes, i like to share. sorry po.

btw - funniest thing about S.P.I.T -- its the coolest when someone reads ur suggestion.

lol. it so happened it was joel who read it (sorry po gave it away) - so that just made it doubley hilarious. hello to scil and jen who now view this blog :)

baby forgot to put roaming on his phone... BUT he emailed! cheered me right on up! i love you!! i misss youuuu!!!

& btw, my nephew's birthday is being held on a saturday instead of sunday - the 28th. that's actually, good, right? well ... blues clues, here we come.

ack. which means i have to go find him his horse slippers then.

that's all for now. i havent been much of a talker today.

QUO VADIS it's a very good film and very touching - and might i say Peter Ustinov, who played Nero, is an excellent actor. - The film even made me realize things (yes, it has to do also with paying a lot more attention to it due to a test i have to take tomorrow based on this movie)- such as the reason why past relationships have never worked. It's not only the fact that you have discipline when you go to Church every Sunday, but also loving God makes such a difference. I've never understood why God allows pain in your life, but now i know that what you suffer here really isnt going to be much compared to eternal happiness. I always have these fears about what's going to happen to me in my future, why so many people suffer, or go the wrong direction, while others always seem to get everything right... and I know i haven't figured everything out yet, but i'm willing to learn.

I used to cringe everytime someone would proclaim their faith, preaching about morality and following a certain way of life... I never used to go to church, and turned to God only when i needed the most help. I felt guilty about that for a while, but i know that God wants me to come to Him when i need help. "Better late than never." So many prayers of mine have been answered, and i have been blessed with so many gifts.

nothing much to say today. i finished reading that book - represent! lol. i was sniffling all through the end of it though.

must go and study for environmental science now -- tah tah! must at least pass this next long test!! GAAAAAAAAAAH

Lol. i'm feeling good again... these little spurts last like 30 minutes tops. listening to michael buble ... soundtrack of catch me if you can fella... tres bien. my sister's going to be heading his press conference. kickass! and interviewing him.

only annoying bit? i was inviting her to listen to him - and she doesnt want to. why is that annoying? she's never heard the guy and now she's getting nervous about the press con... er... how exactly am i going to help her out? and its kinda silly not to at least know what he sounds like.

*rolls eyes*

well... hope she does it at some time.

im such a jealous bitch!!! ...

*mutters*

transferring pix onto an online account.

was growling through some.

bah. bite me.

TWO CHAPTERS LEFT TO READ!!!!! GOOOOOOOOO KAT GOOOOOOOOOOOO

everyone's got the school thing going on... that im feeling pretty left behind by it all. personally, i think its great - everyone planning and heading off to create a guarantee for their futures. argh. where's mine? -- seems that the only schools that i've gotten myself to try to get into are the "easy" ones... ua&p for example. i came in here so that i could have it easy for the first two years - i don't even have a highschool diploma. then what's my future after that? it looks like hawaii for me... but maybe because of that, i wont be able to hit the mainland, or england like i wanted to.

i feel that im stuck in a rut.

------------------------------------------------------------------------

on the other hand - my mother has her "conservative" criticism about the best show in the universe... "SEX AND THE CITY"... so we're going to try and make my mother sit down and watch it with my sister, margie now. *rubbing hands together* *snicker snicker* told her: watch it with an open mind mother.

she almost fainted when i told her i've seen all 5 seasons with my best friends, over hummus & lychees... lol.

amazing how margie goes up to my father and says: SORRY DAD, i CANT watch this with a guy! So mom's the only one invited!...

Dad starts to pout. Margie tries to reason with the fact he wont like it. That women should never watch the show with a man present. Or men should never watch this show...

Funny... my boyfriend seems to enjoy it a lot & i'd happily watch it with him... is there something wrong?

way too much of a dreamer... last night - another weirdass dream. kind of understandable how it occured... but once more got sucked into a dream "reality" ... like this: was at mamplasan, and i had decided to go back to school there because my dad got me an apartment nearby (seriously, who the fuck would want an apartment out in laguna?!...) anyways - so my friends, sharlene, kaye and noelle were really happy - and i found myself once more in my brent uniform (i miss that thing) - and then i get a text from psycho, and its all this stuff about missing yada yada... i think i freaked and told him to fuck off. then my yaya woke me up.

every single night i dream. as long as they continue to be nonsense-ewan ko dreams, its all good. and that's usually the case anyway.

just tells me that yes i have a creative brain - but truth is, i gotta learn to concentrate with it. i still don't know what to do with my life.

(taken off Tammy's blog)

ARE YOU...

Understanding? Yes po – when im not pmsing. =)
Arrogant? Am I arrogant? Noooooooo…….. please say noooo!!
Insecure? Oh lawdy, YES
Interesting? Weird is a better word. So yes, I am interesting.
Sweet? When im not pmsing… yeeesh.
Hungry? With my antibiotics, yes… then again I can’t eat naman with my “severe acute tonsillitis” … it’s a bitch, man.
Friendly? Yes po! But people say I come off sometimes as “mataray, conyo, snobera… etc” – truth is, I’m really not. I’m just shy. Seriously. If you talk to me – I’ll brighten up. I’m never sure if anyone even remembers me when I remember them… so I’m scared they might think I’m an idiot for approaching them.
Smart? I think it’s in there somewhere.
Moody? AHAAHA… you betcha! I ain’t a crab fer nothing!
Childish? I certainly hope not – unless the moment calls for it ;)
Independent? Another “depends” answer…
Hardworking? If I like what I’m doing – yessir!
Organized? Don’t make me laugh. Don’t make every person I know laugh either, please.
Healthy? That’s debatable. =)
Emotionally Stable? Sometimes I wonder… (snicker snicker)
Shy? Answered during friendly – but when I get to know you and you start talking to me – no way =)
Difficult? Yeah, sorta. But I try not to be.. actually, it matters what we’re talking bout here.
Attractive? Haha, I hope so
Bored Easily? Certain subjects… yes.
Messy? Didn’t the NOT ORGANIZED answer, answer this? heeheee
Thirsty? Actually, yeah.
Responsible? Not really I have to admit
Obsessed? Haha, minsan… but not to a limit that it gets weird (obsession with my horses for example)
Angry? Sometimes
Sad? Sometimes.. but really, both angry and sad… I shouldn’t be. No real reasons anyway.
Happy? Yep, yep – and I should think bout that more often! =)
Hyper? Oooh yes… gimmie basic black iced tea – ANYTIME!
Trusting? Yup yup – I should hope so!
Talkative? If I know you well.. YES.
Original? I try – then again, I dress like a boy I think sometimes. Haha. That’s orig ba? ;)
Different? I’ll wear pigtails to school next time, sige ka...
Unique? I wonder who else has this little weirdass-ness in her besides me…
Ignored? Yep, sometimes I ruuuun… sumtimes I hiiide… sometimes im scaaared of you – but all I really want is to hoooooooold me tiighhhttt (oops, ksp na – hahaha)
Reliable? I should think so!
Deep thinker? YES – dunno if it’s deep though. teehee
Sleepy? Oh ya betcha – these past couple of days its… ZZzzzZZzzzzzz….
Lonely? nooooope

WHO DO YOU WANT TO...

Kill? MWAHAHHAA – MY BEANSPROUTS (er, ew. I forgot to actually kill em… now they have loads of fungus. Gross.)
Slap? Slap what? (raises an eyebrow) … joke!
Get Really Wasted With? I promised this with someone na! Hehe… righto baby?
Get High With? Yuck. No to drugs please.
Tickle? chriiiiisss
Look Like? Me… with a better body. Lol.

feeling like i can smile again today

sharlene called me up today and all three-- kaye, noelle and her screamed that they all missed me. as they're slaving over their extended essay and sleeping over at the brent dorm. i felt so happy and touched about that - my best friends truly rock. i swear i love those girls so much! feel kinda sad that i'm not with them... but hey, during my sem break i promise i'm gonna be visiting brent often. - truth is, i dont miss EVERYONE, but i do miss my old coffee table. sharlene, noelle, kaye, scilla, tanya...

another funny & touching issue today...

my french class misses me!!! of course... due to the fact i'm quite the character... i think i've heard "kat, please be quiet" in french several hundred times... and, oh not to mention, cogons queen! ... that class, is a riot. miss it lots. =) i miss monsieur gaillard and his skycrappers.

then again... UAP aint so bad, thought brent woulda been easy if i just didn't take any ib at all... but hey, we gotta learn somehow. lol. i watched britney's punk'd ... and that was funny. she seems to be well liked by ashton kutcher though, so that in itself was pretty amazing... also, glad to have chris' company today - finally got him to watch fame -- good shit i tell ya! =)

i still have 3 chapters to go... got a casting session tomorrow at 9 am... got mentoring at 10.30 am... class at 12... collapse at 1.30 and wait for chris to come. that's going to be my friday.

my sore throat, tonsilitis and fever are driving me insane. i slept at around 5, on and off till about 7.30 wherein i had a massage.

3 days straight without my sweetheart... and frankly, i need a hug. a nice good hug.

*on the speakers* suede - beautiful ones

decided against depression. - just gonna be hard to keep it, but i'm sure as hell going to try. what's past really is past, just learn from them. If i keep dwelling on them, its just going to get me no where.

i've already been given new chances and changes and the most wonderful person to love. :)

4 chapters to go! almost done with the 4th - which means, 3 chapters to go! i ... ROOOCK.

i'm also feeling lonely. alone. etc. no texts. no calls. no msn. no yahoo... *sniffs* oh and i'm sick.

but! EUREKA! it ain't the mumps! i have tonsilitis!! ooooooooooh yeaaaaaaaaaaaas!! ... happy to be sick in a normal way.

i have bean sprouts growing in three bottles for a science lab experiment we had to do... they annoy me. these damn mongo beans that i had to count one by one.... 30 of them in each bottle. how many hairs on my head i wanted to pull out because of it... useless things we wont need in life. but fantastically, teachers just love to pull this crap on students. i have a beansprout forest on my desk for goodness sake!!!

after this is done, i'm going to kill them all.

mwahahahahaha

Whenever we hold on to our anger, we turn "small stuff" into really "big stuff" in our minds.

i should probably pay attention to that.

just read that... er... too early in the morning - and i end up thinking too much, as usual.

simpler stuff this afternoon... my face looks terrible. i have a zit on my face that makes me look like enrique eglesias. this is what happens when i share a bathroom with my sister. she goes off and uses my soap without me knowing it. that's just dirty. i never ever share soap with anyone. ... and truth of the matter is, she has bad skin - and obviously it got passed on to me. i told her that yes, she can use the same TYPE of soap as me - but don't share! now i have a sorethroat because she keeps forgetting to put the cover on our toothbrushes. - not to mention the colgates sitting down OPEN (might i add!) -- on the counter... WHO ISNT GONNA GET SICK?

i can't stand dirty people in my bathroom.

insecurities ... just thought about that today - and how i have so many of them. indeed, don't take me the wrong way, i feel truly blessed to be born as who i am. quite peculiar really, how God has created so many people who are all different - all with different problems, joys, thoughts... in theology class, i had a question to our lesson of "creation" - why did God create us if he was already originally happy in Himself, and was the root of all perfection...? For a while i almost reasoned with the fact that God, who was all knowing - couldn't possibly want to share that joy and perfection with beings like us ... because he knew that satan was going to tempt us and that we would be lost in a world of sin...

frankly, i thought it was quite unfair - because by creating us, He intended us to experience pain. -- yet, we were also created with our own free will, as with angels - who already know everything when they are born... have a will too. - i looked out my car window today as my sister made a comment from the back seat: "funny how when you look at people, you see all these characters and know what they're probably thinking or are about to do." makes me think about all the people in my life, who i know... and who are the reason why i constantly should be thanking God about being alive, rather than questioning him. makes me realize how simple i am.

all this pain that i contemplate about... is mostly cooped up inside. some part of me has forgiven it, and yet, a lot of me hasn't. during a hard time i had with my family, during the time in junior high when i had to deal with friends leaving, and my sister's drug addiction, i couldn't handle what was happening - as i came from a deliriously happy childhood. moments that i do remember was the time my eldest sister called my mother a "bitch". i just didn't understand that what comes from the mouth doesn't necessarily need to be permanent. yet, somehow i wish i was still the way i had been before... things were a lot clearer then... compared to now, when what's "right" has become what's "wrong".

besides family problems - that fear of being alone. i learned that fear because of that time - i used to lock myself away in my room and sit in the corner and cry. everyone was swallowed up in their own problems as my sister just grew crazier each day. i turned stone cold for about a year, or two... how long, i don't really know. but i wasn't the nicest person alive then. now, being that same person is an insane thought - i'm never ashamed of anything anymore. not since i've felt that shame has hit me at its hardest. my friends have played a great role in my life - the one's that have stuck by me through the years - i owe so much to, in fact, many times, my life. i'd always have someone to call up when i was at my worst - that is before i was hiding all of it - when i would just simply break down. you know what i'm talking about... thank you. though i might've been on the brink of "crazy" - i can't stop thanking them enough.

then again, more times than none it's always the hard way as the route to my understanding... after how many warnings my friends have given me, i've driven into cement walls, time and time again. relationships seem to be the biggest case. hormones and highschool - a horrible combination. but i've learned. gone through stupidity. taken abuse. and most of all a lot of pain just a little too early - learning only in the end that this didn't last because the person i wanted to be with was never truly as good as a friend.

why the long entry? one reason, to vent, as i'm thinking way too much as early as this morning. and secondly, i tend to forget how selfish i am. wishing still i could be fully content with who i am... are thankful for those that think that i am good enough.

down to 5 chapters! oh yess... lol. then again it is 12.00 midnight. whoopie-la-doo-ra.

and i've got this stupid-ass mosquito bite on my face... it doesnt even look like a normal mosquito bite. its like mosquitozilla that attacked my face.

i'm procrastinating for a good cause this time folks - i have need to stay awake. my tea has turned cold on me. and if i dont do something while i'm not reading (aka rest time) - i end up eating everything in sight... especially since we have run out of my fuel. grape juice. currently... have attacked several nutri-grain bars (stuffed with vanilla) and ube-pies... and now i feel sick.

water seems to be helping. okay. i'm getting sleepy. will continue to write random comments as this night drags on... hello to my baby who's currently hanging out with ramon, neva & mich. i miss you very much.

whatta day...

i'm really not meant to be normal. i wake up with a sore throat... not just any sore throat, but 1/2 of it. the left side of my neck makes me look like i swallowed one of those massage hand balls that grandmothers use.

chris thus has his own sickness going on - sore throat, slight fever etc... poor kid. - but then he seems to be feeling peachy early this evening as he gives little arwen a bath. must be the weather.

twice i thought i was going to die today... first, during the time i was in language and all i wanted to do was figure out why i felt sick to my stomach. i wanted to puke, period. then pilates - how i love it. oh how much it hurts. felt better after though. pleasant sort of "tired".

just caught a clip of the backstreet boys imitating nsync - oh i fell over in laughter. i love trl somehow. - even if the shit we get here is old, its still quite fantastic. wish we got punk'd back here - then i could stop downloading this stuff off the net. piracy rocks - but it also ruins your eye-sight. fantabulous.

oh-ho! britney spears has been punk'd *goes off to download it* ... i think britney and i have this love-hate relationship going on really. some things i hate about her, some things that are so-so with me, and some things i just like. she truly has the madonna effect. we have the same relationship as well.

my phone has stopped vibrating. it makes me lonely.

uh oh - looks like my mother may have kidney stones or sumfin. - my dad's talking her through it. she's still trying to deny the fact it is that - but truth is ladies and gentlemen, if you eat that many potato chips and get mad at me because i try to take it away from you... things like this happen to you.

cutest thing ive seen all day -- haha

ah - now my father complains about eating too much pork. once again ... i try to warn these people -- and then they begin with their jewish jokes. *rolls eyes*

must stop procrastinating now... have about 7 chapters left to read... pweh.

i luv you all really.

just had the shock of my life... i went to a lot of artista's webpages today... and now have the following list of things i shall never do:

- a bold film
- take my clothes off
- have any pictures of that EVER
- basta, im even debating bikini unless its when im older and very tasteful (oh and on a BEACH)
- go into showbiz
- have an unkempt/big body if im going to wear tight fitting clothes
- kiss someone in a commercial... imagine if its this idiot creep. gross.
- endorse diapers, laundry detergent, light bulbs... etc. you get the point.
- lose my brain.

but things i'd like to do...

HOST! =) yes, my dream is to be a tv personality.

Some funky conversation today with ale --

alexistioseco: shoulda had mr.chips
kalenakitty: lol - i know those are good my friend! but i must keep the karen tummy down
kalenakitty: oh funny thing at art today
kalenakitty: mr. mesquida brings up the fact that a famous artist is named after a filipino chocolate...
kalenakitty: dumbass me jumps up and yells "CHOCONUT!"
alexistioseco: really? who is this artist?
alexistioseco: lol
kalenakitty: roya or sumfin.
alexistioseco: hahaha
alexistioseco: how silly.
kalenakitty: i felt like such an idiot.
alexistioseco: no, who is the artist really?
alexistioseco: i can't believe your boyfridnd is hiding from me
alexistioseco: so rude
kalenakitty: he's hiding from you...?
alexistioseco: i think so.
alexistioseco: i think he's online.
kalenakitty: online??
kalenakitty: THEN THE MAN IS HIDING FROM ME.
alexistioseco: okay maybe he isn;t
kalenakitty: choconut is king
kalenakitty: that was margie.
alexistioseco: he's not responding to my messages
alexistioseco: indeed.
alexistioseco: lol
kalenakitty: he's in trouble if he's online and ignoring me.
kalenakitty: chocnut is king...but curly tops are my favorite thing
kalenakitty: karen doesnt have a tummy btw - i dont know what the hell she's complaining about. i suggest more curly tops
kalenakitty: -- chris isnt online, just texted him - and told him he's ignoring his girlfriend and his gayfriend.
alexistioseco: who typed that?
alexistioseco: karen should eat curly tops everyday
kalenakitty: i know - big bags full - and lots of fries
kalenakitty: that's margie.
alexistioseco: its colleen pala
alexistioseco: hehe
kalenakitty: so whatver - she's looking at her tummy right now and i'm like "where?!?" you wanna see tummy?!?
alexistioseco: ?
alexistioseco: heheh
alexistioseco: take pictures of each others tummies and compare
kalenakitty: er
kalenakitty: no thank you - karen back here.
kalenakitty: alex is rather odd...
kalenakitty: she means alexis.
kalenakitty: see *huff* she cant even spell ur name right
alexistioseco: lol
alexistioseco: well you know, ua&p education
kalenakitty: dats right coz all dis freakin txting is mesing up mi riting
kalenakitty: -- i sound like im a schizo
kalenakitty: im not ok. its my sister and i.
kalenakitty: i think you know that.
alexistioseco: lol
alexistioseco: karen is a schizo
kalenakitty: ohhh...so you're last name isnt xistioseco...
alexistioseco: very strange girl
kalenakitty: WHAT?
kalenakitty: even i dont get how she got that as ur last name...
alexistioseco: no, its not xistioseco
alexistioseco: just tioseco
kalenakitty: look, i don't even know wat this thingie chat thing is...
alexistioseco: she thought my first name was "ale"
kalenakitty: LOL
kalenakitty: who thought ur name was ale?
kalenakitty: MARGIE?
kalenakitty: hahahhahaahahhahaaaaaaaaaaa
alexistioseco: your sister
kalenakitty: ale xistioseco
alexistioseco: lol
kalenakitty: oh man. this is hilarious.
alexistioseco: what a strange girl this margie.
kalenakitty: well...you should see karen early in the morning
kalenakitty: EXCUSE ME?
kalenakitty: im normal as can be thank you very much.
alexistioseco: you're excused.
kalenakitty: yknow when evolution hasnt kicked in
kalenakitty: OK OK GO DOWNSTAIRS NA AND DO YOUR HOMEWORK MARGIE
kalenakitty: dont like
alexistioseco: lol
alexistioseco: doctora jekyll and mrs.hide
kalenakitty: hehe - it's in the toothpaste
kalenakitty: ew. at least i dont use HAPPY toothpaste. colgate for the karen!
kalenakitty: hey - they're for free...
kalenakitty: PANGET
kalenakitty: masyadong SOSYAL
kalenakitty: and then you started using close-up... now that was just... tacky.
kalenakitty: you don't like the sparkley
kalenakitty: ?
kalenakitty: it taste like gasoline.
kalenakitty: i think it's pretty
kalenakitty: ALEXIS - support me please! colgate better, right?
kalenakitty: i think alexis fled
alexistioseco: lol
kalenakitty: probably. no response. or he's telling chris what a whacked out family we are.
alexistioseco: you guys are a riot
kalenakitty: arent we related to you?
kalenakitty: yes we are
alexistioseco: lol
alexistioseco: chris doesn't know?
kalenakitty: oh really? RUN CHRIS, RUN
kalenakitty: aww dont run - chris knows im weird, and he loves me still!
alexistioseco: lol
alexistioseco: this is a riot
kalenakitty: that's love
alexistioseco: run lola!
kalenakitty: ewan ko tuloy. sarcasm also seems to run in the family. both sides
kalenakitty: but the weirdness is more pronounced
kalenakitty: like how you wear your socks
kalenakitty: EXXCUSE ME>
kalenakitty: i wear my socks just normal and fine
kalenakitty: ....ALL DAYYY
kalenakitty: ewwwwwww
alexistioseco: how do you wear your socks?
kalenakitty: i change em for gym puhllleeez.
kalenakitty: and hey, if you hit the SHEEP, they're CUTE DAMMIT
kalenakitty: she's got these weird socks with rubber soles - like she's not quite mastered wearing SOCKS for chrissake
kalenakitty: its the DESIGN. and its better - cuz its got sheep on them!
alexistioseco: lol
alexistioseco: hey, i used to have socks like those.
alexistioseco: but that was some time ago
alexistioseco: though there were no sheep
kalenakitty: they're black with pink and white sheep
kalenakitty: they're so cute, i promise
kalenakitty: with little curley-whirly traction soles at the bottom.
kalenakitty: STOP DISSING THE SOCKS.
kalenakitty: i think we frightened him again
alexistioseco: lol
alexistioseco: i just thought you guys wanted to continue your conversation for a while
kalenakitty: lol -- no no, she's ok now. got what she wanted off the internet. will de-schizo myself now.
kalenakitty: karen doesnt want me around. fine. i weep dramatically as my sister kicks me out, with sheepy feet

kinda liked what i saw on dep's blog... (then again, ill fill up any survey)

First bike: four wheeler! i think it was an ice blue bike. kickass. it didn't last long though - i was kind of obsessed over riding a normal bike.
First real memory of something: slow motion of almost drowning in my pool; riding in tagaytay; and my bangs getting cut.
First car: er, none yet - but first car i've driven was actually the new silver crv.
First date: 3 years ago
First kiss: ditto - 3 years ago - and it sucked.
First break-up: 3 years ago
First job: modelling
First screen name: ponilova! holy cow i still remember! lol
First self purchased album: that would be... alanis morsette, jagged lil' pill
First pet: cookie! my little white ascal - and her son, brownie. the coolest dogs ever =)
First piercing/tattoo: 4 years old i think, both ears
First independent home: none yet
First house/flat/apartment: the house next door
First credit card: will have this in a couple years, promise ko!
First love: 2nd grade. so silly, but incredibly funny. =)
First enemy: that would be... joey in 8th grade. i beat the crap outta him.
First big trip: HONG KONG PARE!
First play/musical/performance: i played a cloud in first grade. i was the star. woohoo
First sport you played: horse-back riding, and i always got an A in p.e
First musician you remember hearing in your house: ACTION --- some gay man singing it. i still know the words to this day.
last good cry: no comment. forgiven quickly. =)
last library book checked out: er, is this one of the ones i actually returned? i still my my uaper id.
last movie seen: Pirates of the Carribean - SINBAD's BETTER
last book read: Slammerkin
last cuss word uttered: bitch (singing along to xtina & lil' kim's song... sorry po...)
last beverage drank: grape juice (mi favorite)
last food consumed: 2 pieces of curly tops. someone take it away, PLEASE.
last crush: chris! =) or should i say enrico? lol.
last phone call: chris during APS
last tv show watched: dawson's creek for some odd reason.. i hate it when my dad leaves the tv on. lol. helpless when i'm having a massage. haha
last time showered: an hour ago
last shoes worn: was wearing my good ol' sketchers - old school style!
last cd played: wancey's party - paul van dyk!
last item bought: basic black @ sbux
last downloaded: yeowza. thanks for reminding me. must burn more cds!
last annoyance: mother and making me almost fly (as i almost tripped on a bag) to go attend to phoebe's bathroom needs. *rolls eyes*
last disappointment: finding out that although confession's gonna be cool - its been 17 years of no confession.
last soda drank: holy COW.
last thing written: my last blog entry.
last key used: the one for the sprint lockers
last word spoken: fan.
last sleep: last night?
last im: heeheee - to ale xistioseco
last weird encounter: my sugar rush at sbux.
last ice cream eaten: dirty icecream!
last time amused: chatting with ale - oh and the whole day with chris... haha.
last time wanting to die: january - gone now, i wanna liiive! =)
last time in love: "muh baby love, muh baby love"
last time hugged: TODAY!! teehee
last chair sat in: *looks at my butt*
last lipstick used: actually, just my honey gloss.
last shirt worn: still wearing my "bad kitty" shirt
last time dancing:woaaaaah... long time!
last webpage visited: http://dannyreviews.com/h/This_Earth_of_Mankind.html -- its for research. dont get all excited.

Hello. =) my day went well - got ynez's bday party to happen on saturday (just got the text now) -- so now i'm stumped on what to get her tuloy. ay nako. =) probably something normal... hmm... that means we're gonna end up running around the ateneo campus, knowing her. somehow. Anyways, currently ate too much for dinner - and yet, still craving food. i had steamed fish (so frickin good), bean sprouts, ensymada, french bread and lanzones. It's a wonder how my stomach is still so strong.

i need new papaya soap -- mine's gotten dirty - how i know? i'm breaking out. *sniffs* i hate it when my face looks like this. -- ah lets see, tonight, my work consists of finishing up toer - chapters 10-20. im gonna be so tired by the end of tonight. my hair was nice during the latter part of today at least. "MOISTURE BURST" -- by tigi. it works. .. but its too damn oily. pweh. when will i ever find my shampoo? the one that loves me too!? hay caramba.

you know something i noticed about the world? there are a lot more lesbians then you think there are out there. today, i got approached by one. she wanted to "sit down" in the sofa chair next to me... what she does? nothing really, except like practically lie down on it and show me how high her long skirt could go. i was going to gag. i was about ready to scream for chris. weirdass women. of all the lesbians, i attract the slutty one. good gawd.

besides that shocker - i've been pretty proud about my performance now in school. instead of slacking off - one of my favorite subjects is now theology. (reminder: i was the one kicking and screaming the first month about this) -- spiritual guidance rocks. i'm going to my first confession in two weeks. im kinda excited. why? i have no frickin clue.

annoyed: my mother again -- its not anything much today, just the religious thing. i personally enjoy my own time when i go to church or when i worship - and she's always trying to outdo me. she thinks she knows everything. but i got my oomph just now-- ooooh yes, she tries to sermon me again - what i tell her? "let me ask my priest, i'm not going to ask you anymore questions about christianity, thank you." im polite. to the point always works. im just tired of all these ups and downs... my mother hasnt exactly been perfect with her religion either. i remember a time when she went "soul searching" or "church searching" or whatever. i was so confused then. i didnt know whether i was catholic, or what! ... maybe that's why church got erased for a time in our lives.

but i'm happy now though. really.

i'm very thankful even for my mum, even when she becomes yappy. lol.

now onto the september issue... stavi's bday coming up. oh NOOOO... i'm the ninang, so what do i get him!? *pulls at hair* ... HORSE SLIPPERS! lol. chris, you get the pajamas, dont forget.