Friday, November 28, 2003
kinda cute... i got all giddy after recieving the "perfect ten" invite on my friendster. haha. cheap thrill. im surpremely bored of my friendster already though... *sigh* :) alright, so updates on the party at my place (everyone reading my blog OBVIOUSLY invited! hehe) -- well, we went and bought some drinks a while ago. got the food and the decorations ready and i just have to send out the invitations tomorrow... er.. .i will work on that tonight. hmm... what else, music!! ARRGGHH!! i have a shitload of downloading to do. any ideas on whats gonna make good party music? i might burn about 4 cds. or sumfin -- and others are bringing cds too. hehe :) -- well, as i see that my blog is "oh so popular" *points to empty comments box* oh talk about IGNORED, LEFT ABANDONED ON MY BLOGGING STREET.... *cries* *goes and hides in her blogging box on the corner of makati's yellow light district*
friend accidentally... posted the URL to a michael vartan image site... *drool* ... (ya know i love ya my pup, as you said - when it comes to alias, we both love it. hahaha :) speaking thereof - WHAT DO I GET MY BABY BOO FOR CHRISTMAS!?!?!?! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
confession.
im the worst christmas shopper in the world.
why?
i delay everything.
by the time december 20 hits. i wont even have started my christmas shopping...
so what i want for christmas?
.... more time.
friend accidentally... posted the URL to a michael vartan image site... *drool* ... (ya know i love ya my pup, as you said - when it comes to alias, we both love it. hahaha :) speaking thereof - WHAT DO I GET MY BABY BOO FOR CHRISTMAS!?!?!?! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
confession.
im the worst christmas shopper in the world.
why?
i delay everything.
by the time december 20 hits. i wont even have started my christmas shopping...
so what i want for christmas?
.... more time.
Thursday, November 27, 2003
tabu? i really liked the show - it was interesting, but waterfalls in the middle of the stage caused a lotta models to fall on their bottoms. eek. (reason for me having my hands over my eyes or over my heart most of the time) pretty good day at school today... why? well - first off im liking my literature class - secondly, math sucks but at least this time i got the stuff on the board - next, NO PHIL SOC!! nyarharhar!! :) meaning a longass break with my lovey-dovey baby boo! :) i also took real NOTES during chris. civ, and i learned that - (stop eating if you are) they used to dig up their dead popes just so that they could stand trial... isnt that DISGUSTING?! ... which i yelped out loud, causing the girl in front of me to move forwards in her seat. oops. =D -- anyways, back to the show. weirdest thing was that i know a lot more people than i think i know... haha. :)
pilates.... kicked my butt... my back is going OWWWWWWWWW on its own!!! well - the good news is that i only have an inch to lose on my hips... the bad news? i have 4 inches to lose on my waist. talk about... eek. uno momento! must go for a bit - muh sistah calling! :)
pilates.... kicked my butt... my back is going OWWWWWWWWW on its own!!! well - the good news is that i only have an inch to lose on my hips... the bad news? i have 4 inches to lose on my waist. talk about... eek. uno momento! must go for a bit - muh sistah calling! :)
Wednesday, November 26, 2003
silver lining? please please please please dont even have to need silver lining, just be a good day and evening! please!
Sunday, November 23, 2003
ill always remember... how mandy moore drove me nuts. i cant listen to her songs anymore because they've all been over played!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. ok.. for some odd reason, my friend just thought lovine was my 4th cousin. how, i have no idea. but i quickly corrected her - thought that took a while too. hmm. odd. another thing to note, my dog snores. she snores a lot. and she runs when she has dreams and tries to bite my hand off... must be dreaming mostly about pursuit, huh? hmm...
book bound i have too much to read AGAIN. so will have it book bound so that none of this shizzle gets lost anymore. i noticed that angry johnny scares the shit out of guys. haha. i just mentioned it to my firend and he just went
"irk." hahaha. :) -- also another thing that i realized, i have a ton more people still to add to my firendster. but im too lazy na. i hate how its so busy and i dont wanna take time to do it.... weird, noh? its like a toy that's fun for a while - then you get bored and dont wanna be on it anymore. pweh. i quite addining, im just collecting requests. heh.
need help for a thesis on Leonardo da Vinci any ideas?
im hungry. excuse me, going to go grab an apple out of the fridge.
book bound i have too much to read AGAIN. so will have it book bound so that none of this shizzle gets lost anymore. i noticed that angry johnny scares the shit out of guys. haha. i just mentioned it to my firend and he just went
"irk." hahaha. :) -- also another thing that i realized, i have a ton more people still to add to my firendster. but im too lazy na. i hate how its so busy and i dont wanna take time to do it.... weird, noh? its like a toy that's fun for a while - then you get bored and dont wanna be on it anymore. pweh. i quite addining, im just collecting requests. heh.
need help for a thesis on Leonardo da Vinci any ideas?
im hungry. excuse me, going to go grab an apple out of the fridge.
Saturday, November 22, 2003
M A N D Y M O O R E after seeing her from such a distance - we raced backstage to where she would get out to go to her car - and said goodbye up close, and she said goodbye too. seemed like a sweet girl- cuz she was grinning at us (trician, uris and i) but good fucking gracious, that was IT -- but she yelled back at us! heeheee. that was trippy! she's gonna be on SOP tomorrow - all my hard work gone to waste. i only did the show cuz it was mandy moore. maaaaan. haha. well i guess i was able to do a lot more than what others would... but chris's mum got to meet her and got an autograph!! yeeoow!! hehe.
now if this were a backstreet boy concert... id be crawling in their car, their closets, their plane (dont care where i go ... maybe they'll have to keep me forever!!! mwahahahaha) ... ok THEN you'd see constant updated. *jumps up and down* but cool, i got my giddy fame-a-ling thing. but please, bring on the bsb! i want!! i want!! ...
backstage news nyark nyark nyark. olive oyl wouldnt smile at me!! biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitccccccccccccchhhhhhhhyyyyyyyyyyy!!!
pagod, update more later! much love! -- kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaatttttttttt
now if this were a backstreet boy concert... id be crawling in their car, their closets, their plane (dont care where i go ... maybe they'll have to keep me forever!!! mwahahahaha) ... ok THEN you'd see constant updated. *jumps up and down* but cool, i got my giddy fame-a-ling thing. but please, bring on the bsb! i want!! i want!! ...
backstage news nyark nyark nyark. olive oyl wouldnt smile at me!! biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitccccccccccccchhhhhhhhyyyyyyyyyyy!!!
pagod, update more later! much love! -- kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaatttttttttt
Thursday, November 20, 2003
5.30pm till 1.00am? doesn't sound quite right - and i am exhausted. dammit. i saw olive oyl - she looks like it anyway. she kept looking at me - probably because i just look familiar. but then again, ive been thinking about it, and what the heck do i have to hate her for anyway? ... i've been turning into a judgemental person, and i don't know why... ok, i do know why - but that's besides the point. what i wonder about is what the whole story really is... *shrugs* dont get into it. -- rehearsals were TIRING. its paying peanuts (and we're getting the most pay already... AAAAAAARGGHHH!!) ... and a lot of the girls didn't have anything to drink all afternoon. 2day? im expecting hectic hell.
on the bright side? ill be wearing sneakers. *raises pom poms* -- and it was fun watching the dancers. i wanna take hip hop. it looks funkay. hahaha :) whodie! ... ok im tired, and friendster's getting boring. my invites -are going to be send by this saturday, i. hope. im EXHAUSTED!!!
gonna go munch on an orange. im on a supremo diet that i enjoy. i think its getting to me though... i had a bad dream that my gym trainer, eric, got pregnant and he told me that he can't train me that much anymore. only once and a while. i freaked and ran to golds gym where i ended up getting a trainer called balthazar or sumfin...
on the bright side? ill be wearing sneakers. *raises pom poms* -- and it was fun watching the dancers. i wanna take hip hop. it looks funkay. hahaha :) whodie! ... ok im tired, and friendster's getting boring. my invites -are going to be send by this saturday, i. hope. im EXHAUSTED!!!
gonna go munch on an orange. im on a supremo diet that i enjoy. i think its getting to me though... i had a bad dream that my gym trainer, eric, got pregnant and he told me that he can't train me that much anymore. only once and a while. i freaked and ran to golds gym where i ended up getting a trainer called balthazar or sumfin...
Sunday, November 16, 2003
im so thankful to God for keeping my chris safe today! and his mom too. hoo boy i got so scared. im so glad your ok baby. went to church today to personally thank God for watching over you and ur mum. i talked with my dad and my dad suggests that if you want less expensive but safe, get urself a small suv. that's gonna go for about 1.270 though, but its worth it. the new grand vitara has an under chasis which stops the car from crumbling. the crv and the xtrail are one of the best though - and they're very safe, and have airbags. -- believe me i am finding myself being given a lecture about the safety of cars from my dad. he's very concerned, and if you need help, he'll help you out with getting the car even daw. he wants to know when ur gonna order it and where etc. if you want the honda, there's a place here near my house. any help - im a phonecall away! love ya baby!!!!! :)
other cars:
- outlander
- escape
- crv
- grand vitara
- xtrail
ok ok... this blog entry is fully directed to chris, but you can all jump in and share comments. heh heh. :)
other cars:
- outlander
- escape
- crv
- grand vitara
- xtrail
ok ok... this blog entry is fully directed to chris, but you can all jump in and share comments. heh heh. :)
Saturday, November 15, 2003
constant rejection is a lot to put up with. its just constant blows at ur self-esteem that you thought you once had. i woke up this morning on the wrong side of bed - i guess. something along those lines - but hearing, once again, that hey, i've gotta try again for something because there is yet another possibility for me being not good enough. how that feels, i dont know - painful, maybe? everyone thinks oh its all glamorous, but sometimes its just fucked up. its like - ur rejected because ur face isnt right, ur nose isnt the one they're looking for or your too fucking fat. woah. now i've even got measurement that i have to hit - on the dot, or else im not gonna be called "good enough" for anyone. sometimes i wish i could just stop everything - but there is an inkling, a hunger, if you must call it - that i would like to achieve some sort of status or a specific job that i hope to hit - and once that's hit, i can tell them all to go stuff their qualms about my imperfections up their ass. but im not there yet - and im wondering if that should still be my goal. it might fuck me up even more - that hunger, or that ambition to be something that almost everyone else in this industry is trying to get at as well. i dont know.
i love you chris! im in such a mood. i know i constantly announce this - but i really really really really am the luckiest girl on earth. my boyfriend is the best! the best! absolutely the most wonderful guy.
Friday, November 14, 2003
vet med you know what, i have been putting myself down, saying i can't do this and can't do that without even trying or giving it a chance - so while im still early on in college - why not just try for what i really wanted to do in the first place. i have always, ever since i was 4 years old, wanted to become an equine vet. horses, will always be my passion and i want them to be my career. so, wish me luck - im researching on the net for schools, anything and everything to do with it. my mum's advising me to go to new york where i can stay with my tita and look for a good vet school there. Ithaca, anyone? ;)
Thursday, November 13, 2003
ok! this is a LONG one! why? cuz its rants and a longass survey thingy (which was fun, i did that around early evening, late afternoon... ok more like early evening) -- anyways, today was pretty good. i had a great time with chris, as usual - but i think we're getting sillier by the moment. not that i mind, im having more fun - that may be a problem - cuz now i've turned into tummy-tickler when i havent seen him for a day. *snickers*
new goals! ok, so dieting's coming along more seriously. i attacked chicken adobo... BUT at least it was instead of the deep fried fish fritters with ketchup... oh man what am i saying, its more fattening, ISNT IT!? but oh well. it was so good. and im good naman. i have either oatmeal or cereal (berry berry special K!) for breakfast - then a remotely... normal ... (ok i had adobo twice today) -- which a usually fish-like dinner. screw that today. hahaha. but at least im working out, im happy - and my tummy's flat! problem? my hips, my butt, my thighs... gaaaaaaaaaaah.
christmas is almost here! remember the days when they posted those "christmas countdown" calenders on ur classroom's bulletin board till you reached 5th grade? everything was so exciting then. now its like - "christmas? ACK ITS ALMOST CHRISTMAS! (place a few cuss words here and there)..." does anyone really remember the spirit of christmas? the whole reason for it anymore...?? *sniffs* maaaan. oh well, most of my chrismtases have been so-so... so maybe that's another thing. i appreciate the holiday's reason more than the fun-fest it usually is supposed to be. argh. another new year - but that's my favorite time of the year ...
chris put that in its own section - why? im feeling so so so so happy and loved today! or maybe im doing all the poking and squeezing and that's the reason for the gigil syndrome? nyarhar!
now im getting sleepy. my script for the press con isnt even in yet - boy am i gonna have a fit, a scream, oh whatever you call it. its driving me nuts. pray for me tomorrow - that i have a good part and turn out well! you know i wanna host for part of my career (cuz after i rake in millions, i wanna save animals!!)
Halle Berry as Catwoman
astigidig. :)
I am... a weird but happy human being.
I think... therefore I am?
I know... that I’ve got cute feet. heehee
I want... to lose weight and be sexy like j.lo and jen garner!
I have... a very smelly cocker spaniel.
I wish....for success in life, love, happiness, work and family.
I feel....kinda tired, just finished a pilates work out – what else, ya thunk?
I love... chris!
I hate....people who hurt the people I love.
I do not....think having sheepey feet is a bad thing.
I fear... sharks and ipis!
I swear....too much… ?
I used to....cry everyday.
I spend....most of my time procrastinating. Must stop!
I hear....the news on television.
I search....for something sweet!
I regret....the pain I had to go through before.
I always crave for....something sweet… im a very nibbly person.
I always....want to be friendly, im just very shy.
I never....like it when I hurt the people I love.
I am not....very confident.
I cannot... .swim too far off shore, I get scared when the water gets murky and swim back – really fast.
I fight....due to pms. Sorry po!
I confuse...names, or expressions or tired voices for something worse… aka jump to conclusions!
I need....a hug!
I get....a wet kiss…
I dance....when I have a drink in my hand.
I sing....and people tell me to shut up.
I cry....when I get hurt! Or I have pms!
I like....lots of things… my pets, my phone, my internet, my blog!
I dream of....lots of things, and I remember them most of the time!
I should....probably take a bath rather then sitting here and typing this up…
I am happy....you bet!
I am currently....very full cuz I just ate chicken adobo.
new goals! ok, so dieting's coming along more seriously. i attacked chicken adobo... BUT at least it was instead of the deep fried fish fritters with ketchup... oh man what am i saying, its more fattening, ISNT IT!? but oh well. it was so good. and im good naman. i have either oatmeal or cereal (berry berry special K!) for breakfast - then a remotely... normal ... (ok i had adobo twice today) -- which a usually fish-like dinner. screw that today. hahaha. but at least im working out, im happy - and my tummy's flat! problem? my hips, my butt, my thighs... gaaaaaaaaaaah.
christmas is almost here! remember the days when they posted those "christmas countdown" calenders on ur classroom's bulletin board till you reached 5th grade? everything was so exciting then. now its like - "christmas? ACK ITS ALMOST CHRISTMAS! (place a few cuss words here and there)..." does anyone really remember the spirit of christmas? the whole reason for it anymore...?? *sniffs* maaaan. oh well, most of my chrismtases have been so-so... so maybe that's another thing. i appreciate the holiday's reason more than the fun-fest it usually is supposed to be. argh. another new year - but that's my favorite time of the year ...
chris put that in its own section - why? im feeling so so so so happy and loved today! or maybe im doing all the poking and squeezing and that's the reason for the gigil syndrome? nyarhar!
now im getting sleepy. my script for the press con isnt even in yet - boy am i gonna have a fit, a scream, oh whatever you call it. its driving me nuts. pray for me tomorrow - that i have a good part and turn out well! you know i wanna host for part of my career (cuz after i rake in millions, i wanna save animals!!)
Halle Berry as Catwoman
astigidig. :)
I am... a weird but happy human being.
I think... therefore I am?
I know... that I’ve got cute feet. heehee
I want... to lose weight and be sexy like j.lo and jen garner!
I have... a very smelly cocker spaniel.
I wish....for success in life, love, happiness, work and family.
I feel....kinda tired, just finished a pilates work out – what else, ya thunk?
I love... chris!
I hate....people who hurt the people I love.
I do not....think having sheepey feet is a bad thing.
I fear... sharks and ipis!
I swear....too much… ?
I used to....cry everyday.
I spend....most of my time procrastinating. Must stop!
I hear....the news on television.
I search....for something sweet!
I regret....the pain I had to go through before.
I always crave for....something sweet… im a very nibbly person.
I always....want to be friendly, im just very shy.
I never....like it when I hurt the people I love.
I am not....very confident.
I cannot... .swim too far off shore, I get scared when the water gets murky and swim back – really fast.
I fight....due to pms. Sorry po!
I confuse...names, or expressions or tired voices for something worse… aka jump to conclusions!
I need....a hug!
I get....a wet kiss…
I dance....when I have a drink in my hand.
I sing....and people tell me to shut up.
I cry....when I get hurt! Or I have pms!
I like....lots of things… my pets, my phone, my internet, my blog!
I dream of....lots of things, and I remember them most of the time!
I should....probably take a bath rather then sitting here and typing this up…
I am happy....you bet!
I am currently....very full cuz I just ate chicken adobo.
omg my blog works! ive been having to stick with my laptop and my blogger edit screen never comes out!! now, here it is!! eureka! ok - plus i kept trying because i actually have things to rant about. whatta weirdo! my mum goes muttering off like "you should eat more, ugh, ur like malnourished and grouchy." GREAT. now the parents are going off about the binondo shoot pictures... oh no. its too early. i slept at around 10 pm last night, woke up at around 6.40 this morning. dragged my laptop towards my parents room to hook up to a phone line. i found out also - on another note - that i got my loud sneezing from my dad. whenever he sneezes - literally, poor little piggies houses would fall down.
weird dream again... i remembered it this morning, but otherwise, er, i forgot na. im feeling blah again today. not in a bad way, just sorta lazy. my hair is wrapped up in a bun - a bit messy... but oh who cares. btw - my mum is saying that chris is a great photographer, that he should go proffessional etc - go chris! i think that's sweet. see? taking pictures of ur boring' ol' girlfriend will always equal praise from my mum. hahaha :) --- erk. but then now she's showing it to the maids that will never let me live down the binondo shoot. its "ooh, aah, what're we looking at again?" AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. run, kat, run!
artista ka na! MOTHER!!!!! u know i cant? u know i cant act! you know i feel like someones gonna throw eggplants at me. good fucking gracious. this is pissing me off! my mum's constantly trying to push me at showbiz! WHY!?!?!? WHY!?!?!?!? remember what i said about intelligent ruckus? .... WHATTA BOUT HYSTERIA!?!
now im gonna go eat cereal. *munches grumpily on dried strawberries*
weird dream again... i remembered it this morning, but otherwise, er, i forgot na. im feeling blah again today. not in a bad way, just sorta lazy. my hair is wrapped up in a bun - a bit messy... but oh who cares. btw - my mum is saying that chris is a great photographer, that he should go proffessional etc - go chris! i think that's sweet. see? taking pictures of ur boring' ol' girlfriend will always equal praise from my mum. hahaha :) --- erk. but then now she's showing it to the maids that will never let me live down the binondo shoot. its "ooh, aah, what're we looking at again?" AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. run, kat, run!
artista ka na! MOTHER!!!!! u know i cant? u know i cant act! you know i feel like someones gonna throw eggplants at me. good fucking gracious. this is pissing me off! my mum's constantly trying to push me at showbiz! WHY!?!?!? WHY!?!?!?!? remember what i said about intelligent ruckus? .... WHATTA BOUT HYSTERIA!?!
now im gonna go eat cereal. *munches grumpily on dried strawberries*
Wednesday, November 12, 2003
Never have i been able to post a picture on my blog. there's more on my lj, but i think this one deserves a the spotlight due to its solo appeal... ain't he the cutest?
don't worry, i wont eat up memory. its gonna just be more rantings on this blog - a pleasant little rest right here. love ya baby. :)
don't worry, i wont eat up memory. its gonna just be more rantings on this blog - a pleasant little rest right here. love ya baby. :)
sick, again. woke up this morning to the sound of myself choking. so, that was not a pleasant morning, which started at around 2am. i was able to fall back asleep at around 2.30, and woke up at 7.30 - wherin i fell asleep again and woke up at 11. whether it be from exhaustion, or bad food, or that damn binondo shoot... i feel like shit.
on the bright side go check out my lj, got two cute pictures (thanks to chris for letting me upload using his blog). my mum's allowing me to go to the awards... and my trainer got angry about the fact they thought my hips were 2 and a half inches bigger than what they really are. he's cool to have on ur side. i think ill take it easy today and just do pilates tomorrow as planned. im gonna skip my friday press con (maybe) and go to sharls's dinner - that is WAY more important! :)
my car is beautiful. but my dad is not. he's like *Gruff* one more driving lesson. and how the heck am i going to be able to achieve that? now that im sick. tough luck, kat. sigh. tired. tired. tired.nothing more to it. just got stuffed during breakfast, had pears, oranges and oat meal. leave it to my yaya to know that im sick.... cuz now im being pumped like a fruit basket. (did not make sense... yeah yeah yeah) life is so interesting, noh?
finding that compared to before, i am having less and less to rant about. maybe that's good - maybe that's not so good.. but oh well, whatever. ive got school starting next week. i should have some chismis then. i put myself in my own predicament though - cuz i dont have my block members in my class anymore - rather, i find myself with one of my closest friends - in probably a very strange block. but, a way better schedule, and a lot more need for concentration on my studies.
goal back in place. here's to trying for my dream to becoming an equine vet.
on the bright side go check out my lj, got two cute pictures (thanks to chris for letting me upload using his blog). my mum's allowing me to go to the awards... and my trainer got angry about the fact they thought my hips were 2 and a half inches bigger than what they really are. he's cool to have on ur side. i think ill take it easy today and just do pilates tomorrow as planned. im gonna skip my friday press con (maybe) and go to sharls's dinner - that is WAY more important! :)
my car is beautiful. but my dad is not. he's like *Gruff* one more driving lesson. and how the heck am i going to be able to achieve that? now that im sick. tough luck, kat. sigh. tired. tired. tired.nothing more to it. just got stuffed during breakfast, had pears, oranges and oat meal. leave it to my yaya to know that im sick.... cuz now im being pumped like a fruit basket. (did not make sense... yeah yeah yeah) life is so interesting, noh?
finding that compared to before, i am having less and less to rant about. maybe that's good - maybe that's not so good.. but oh well, whatever. ive got school starting next week. i should have some chismis then. i put myself in my own predicament though - cuz i dont have my block members in my class anymore - rather, i find myself with one of my closest friends - in probably a very strange block. but, a way better schedule, and a lot more need for concentration on my studies.
goal back in place. here's to trying for my dream to becoming an equine vet.
Tuesday, November 11, 2003
my throat is killing me so much to complain about. i have this raspy sorethroat... not the tonsils... the one where it feels like someone ran sandpaper all over ur throat... aaaarrgghhh. and my cold... i think its an allergy, im sneezing and sneezing and sneezing... and sneezing... you get my point. no going out for a while - because the last time i did that - i ended up in bed for days. i really gotta go to church this week, chris, please make me sama tomorrow or sometime soon, by thursday or friday at least! -- chris's mum came home last night - will check up on how her trip went.
wrote an entry yesterday... but that got deleted. frustrating. damn computer went nuts on me kahapon. ok, some bitching came out yesterday. i found out that im a lot happier when people beside me dont fuel that negativity... i was fine until a certain person started bringing up 1) the man (aka the one i wanted to throw beer bottles at) 2) more love to the other one, "aww, kat, he musta loved her so much..." (me, going nuts trying to keep a straight face).... 3) brings up pictures.... etc. I WASNT EVEN THINKING ABOUT THESE THINGS!! i asked her already, please dont bring stuff up like that up... it just gets me angry, ya know? so im sorry.. about the way i was acting yesterday.
im hungry. my household forgets about me during breakfast time. its either - i run down and shake people down for my breakfast, or i just dont get any. *Sigh* oh well, i need to lessen my "measurements" ey? crappy. going down to the agency today and gonna go see what's up... whatever's gonna happen. dragging chris along. nyarknyarknyark! -- speaking of, im gonna go and post some pix that i took and that he took of us. cutie. :) i think he's adorable... adoooorable.
145 friendster friends, man! and 26 testimonials! nyahahahaha :) im gooo-ooood. and the cuteness also leaves some more reason for em... hahahaha! :)
wrote an entry yesterday... but that got deleted. frustrating. damn computer went nuts on me kahapon. ok, some bitching came out yesterday. i found out that im a lot happier when people beside me dont fuel that negativity... i was fine until a certain person started bringing up 1) the man (aka the one i wanted to throw beer bottles at) 2) more love to the other one, "aww, kat, he musta loved her so much..." (me, going nuts trying to keep a straight face).... 3) brings up pictures.... etc. I WASNT EVEN THINKING ABOUT THESE THINGS!! i asked her already, please dont bring stuff up like that up... it just gets me angry, ya know? so im sorry.. about the way i was acting yesterday.
im hungry. my household forgets about me during breakfast time. its either - i run down and shake people down for my breakfast, or i just dont get any. *Sigh* oh well, i need to lessen my "measurements" ey? crappy. going down to the agency today and gonna go see what's up... whatever's gonna happen. dragging chris along. nyarknyarknyark! -- speaking of, im gonna go and post some pix that i took and that he took of us. cutie. :) i think he's adorable... adoooorable.
145 friendster friends, man! and 26 testimonials! nyahahahaha :) im gooo-ooood. and the cuteness also leaves some more reason for em... hahahaha! :)
Sunday, November 09, 2003
internet failed me once again got my internet back today - wel, sorta, am using my mother's laptop. watching cnn - plastic surgery scares the shit out of me. will do my very best to stay healthy, strong and sexy all my life!!! the right diet and lifestyle = looking and feeling younger! botox is freaking the shizzle out of me. relaxing ur muscles... they killed a cow by injecting botox.... ok .. onto something more pleasant - sorry, have not logged on since nov.2
but so so so happy! i have spent the whole week with chris and let me tell you - that is just fantastic. so so wonderful. my family seems to be warming up even more to him. hey, my dad is talking to him now - that must mean good. haha. :) boy, do i love ya. its just so amazing how much you can love someone - the sign that it's right is that ur happy - and let me tell you, im so happy.
pms about to be over. i have major need to diet - but at least im feeling mucho better now. mucho mucho better. if im gonna be backstage with mandy moore - i better get my butt in shape! (literally!) ooh boy i hope i get to meet her - even if i have to elbow my way over to her through damn socialites that'll try and eat her up. gah.
update on the book issue finished coraline (thanks hunny bunny) and reading "breathing room" now - so far so good and i only just started. :)
but so so so happy! i have spent the whole week with chris and let me tell you - that is just fantastic. so so wonderful. my family seems to be warming up even more to him. hey, my dad is talking to him now - that must mean good. haha. :) boy, do i love ya. its just so amazing how much you can love someone - the sign that it's right is that ur happy - and let me tell you, im so happy.
pms about to be over. i have major need to diet - but at least im feeling mucho better now. mucho mucho better. if im gonna be backstage with mandy moore - i better get my butt in shape! (literally!) ooh boy i hope i get to meet her - even if i have to elbow my way over to her through damn socialites that'll try and eat her up. gah.
update on the book issue finished coraline (thanks hunny bunny) and reading "breathing room" now - so far so good and i only just started. :)
Wednesday, November 05, 2003
i drive myself nuts. sitting down on the chair, typing away - happy as hell cuz my internet line finally works. as i was connecting - i started justifying all the reasons why internet should probably be working today - and alas, i was right. galing, noh? -- finished getting my schedule and enrolling na. can we say PAIN IN THE ASS!!!! i sat there from like 6 am all the way till like 10.30... by the end of it, everyone looks kinda like the school zombie. you sit there going "fucker, fucker, fucker, fucker..." at every person that has the lucky priority number before you. (being number 94, there were a lot of "fuckers")
eyebags and health... got home at around 1 am, but slept at around 2.30/3.00 and woke up at 5 am to go to that enrollment. at least got an alright schedule. but its tough. gotta work hard to sustain my gpa this sem though. i was able to get a 1.8 average this time around on my gwa. phew.
my pms SUCKS!!! i feel horrible. i feel sick. i feel woozy. i feel bloated. i am bloated. i am angry. i am grumpy. i hate my cramps.
no sleep. grrrrrrrowl.
eyebags and health... got home at around 1 am, but slept at around 2.30/3.00 and woke up at 5 am to go to that enrollment. at least got an alright schedule. but its tough. gotta work hard to sustain my gpa this sem though. i was able to get a 1.8 average this time around on my gwa. phew.
my pms SUCKS!!! i feel horrible. i feel sick. i feel woozy. i feel bloated. i am bloated. i am angry. i am grumpy. i hate my cramps.
no sleep. grrrrrrrowl.
Tuesday, November 04, 2003
i hate hormones. there's a pun intended in that - but also the fact that i hate hate hate and i mean hate, pms! i just went on a 3 hour drive (refresher driving lessons) my butt hurt, my back hurt, my neck hurt, and i had to pee!!! (ur bladder becomes problematic during pms, for all those boys that dont know that.. no long trips without bathroom nearby, please.) current mood = grumpy mutter mutter mutter - nicer place indeed, how bout a lot more synthetic? pweh. nice people are truly nice - nice people dont go being bitchy by pretending to be nice and being overly ksp and pretending to like me. its clear to me that she hates my guts. oh what do i care. just as long as she stays away - i wont have to throw empty beer bottles at her.
promise you - mood will get better i used to be nice - before pms hit. before pms, fact is, i felt free and nice and happy and without any problems... i could tolerate things a lot better... now? all im seeing is red. i think i beeped and muttered and yada yada during my driving lesson today. btw- im done with that. it was fun. i think i hit a 100 on the highway & my teacher didn't complain. SCORE! wont do that too much. i was responsible, and slowed down at the right times. - dont worry.
SPIT tonight i cant wait, i need laughs. i need no more stress, i need hugs and kisses galore too, baby. *sniffs* i have needs: must. be. cuddled. soon.
promise you - mood will get better i used to be nice - before pms hit. before pms, fact is, i felt free and nice and happy and without any problems... i could tolerate things a lot better... now? all im seeing is red. i think i beeped and muttered and yada yada during my driving lesson today. btw- im done with that. it was fun. i think i hit a 100 on the highway & my teacher didn't complain. SCORE! wont do that too much. i was responsible, and slowed down at the right times. - dont worry.
SPIT tonight i cant wait, i need laughs. i need no more stress, i need hugs and kisses galore too, baby. *sniffs* i have needs: must. be. cuddled. soon.
Sunday, November 02, 2003
hoppin' hoppin' "im nasty, you know me - but you still wont let me fuck witcha babyy..." watching jennifer lopez strut her stuff in the "im real" video on my computer.. hmm, and then i got to thinking bout the things i want to be able to do: and one of those is definately learning how to salsa! -- currently on the first episode of Alias... nakakaaliw! woohoo :) i like i like. :) but dammiiiitt... for those who havent seen it, the first ep is harsh. harsh, damn harsh. fuckers. -- hrmm, back to friendster news, another random person trying to add me... thing is, im so bad with names - i cant seem to figure out whether i know this girl really or not... ARGH.
FINALLY gotta call bout the concert - its moved to march 13th! nyah :) better though.
mucho special day today! its my sister's bday! woohoo :) she's currently spending all her time watching my entire stack of season 1 and season 2 of THAT 70's SHOW. haha. im here trying to do the Alias thing. :)
pet peeve sister and i both agree -- WE HATE PLASTIC PEOPLE!! pweeeeh. had quite a few meets with the likes of these... dont they just get under ur skin? haha.
btw, i love love love love love chris's testimonial!! woohoo, finally! :) mwah mwah mwah mwah mwah. love ya :)
and oh no! my mum just finished all of alias's first season in 2 days! must save her! (meaning: running off to go steal em away and watch em till my eyeballs go dry! mwahahahaha)
FINALLY gotta call bout the concert - its moved to march 13th! nyah :) better though.
mucho special day today! its my sister's bday! woohoo :) she's currently spending all her time watching my entire stack of season 1 and season 2 of THAT 70's SHOW. haha. im here trying to do the Alias thing. :)
pet peeve sister and i both agree -- WE HATE PLASTIC PEOPLE!! pweeeeh. had quite a few meets with the likes of these... dont they just get under ur skin? haha.
btw, i love love love love love chris's testimonial!! woohoo, finally! :) mwah mwah mwah mwah mwah. love ya :)
and oh no! my mum just finished all of alias's first season in 2 days! must save her! (meaning: running off to go steal em away and watch em till my eyeballs go dry! mwahahahaha)
man who wrote this...
1. What do you most like about your body? Thinking bout that – its either the upper torso or my feet. My feet are cute. * wiggles toes * & they never change size anymore! haha
2. And least?: everything else between the upper torso, and my calves.
3. How many fillings do you have? Used to be quite a sweet tooth… ok im STILL a sweet tooth… bah, go ask my dentist.
4. Do you think you're good looking?: What can I say? Chris has good taste now… hahahahaa ;) -- im cute. Not Jennifer garner cute, but cute.
5. Do other people often tell you that you're good looking?: who the heck wrote these questions!?!?
6. Do you look like any celebrities?: I have been compared to (this is thru time, starting from 8th grade till present) – started off with donita rose, then evolved into Jennifer love Hewitt, then evolved into Christine turlington (why??), then to Mariah carey, then to Alicia keys, then to Jennifer Garner. … one day some poor kid is going to be harassed and poked at: “YOU LOOK LIKE KAREN!” poor child.
45 Questions, eh?
1. WHAT IS YOUR MIDDLE NAME?
Luisa
2. WHAT KIND OF PANTS ARE YOU WEARING AND WHAT
COLOR? nike bbal shorts, white and black
3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
"Fighting Temptation"
4. WHAT ARE THE LAST 4 DIGITS OF YOUR
PHONE NUMBER?
6989
5. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
holy cow - turkey, pancit, salmon & dill sauce and chicken pie! oh and sampaloc
6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR
WOULD YOU BE?
blue or purple :)
7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW?
bloody hot
8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
chris! :) -- thanks fer coming today btw. :) mwah
9. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT
THE OPPOSITE SEX? that smile ;)
10. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS?
yes yes, got it off friendster cuz of mel. haha
11. HOW ARE YOU TODAY?
relaxed, just ate sampaloc, mon :)
12. FAVORITE DRINK? grape juice or chrysanthemum tea!
13. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?
vodka citron
14. FAVORITE SPORTS?
riding & bball
15. HAIR COLOR?
brown
16. EYE COLOR?
brown
17. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
yessum
18. SIBLINGS AND THEIR AGES?
26 & 21
19.FAVORITE MONTH
JUNE!
20. FAVORITE FOOD? damn that's a lot. :)
21. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? - alex & emma, yucky doo.
22. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? a good one?
23. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT? - yep-- ok, shuddap. :)
24. DO YOU LIKE SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDING
MOVIES BETTER? - happy ending movies!
25. SUMMER OR WINTER? - summer that's not too hot :)
26. HUGS OR KISSES? - definately both!
28. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? - vanilla or white chocolate, uhhm yum
29. DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO WRITE BACK? - i know steph is gonna steal this anyway... haha
30. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? - steph
31. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? - everyone else :) (this is on a blog... er... who cares?!)
32. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? - EHEHEHEHE, ROMANCE NOVELS!! BEWITCHING
33. WHAT'S ON YOUR SCREEN SAVER (Also DESKTOP)? - eheh - bsb? it changes though, K!? it moves around from pets, to hot people, to kevin richardson.... *drools* or j.lo :)
34. FAVORITE BOARD GAME? - Monopoly... even if i lose all the time! grruff.
35. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT? - watch dvd's with chris! :)
36. FAVORITE SMELL? - hmm... chris when he takes a bath. hahahahaha
37. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU
WAKE UP IN THE MORNING? - "what time is it?"
38. FAVORITE ALBUM TITLE? (JUST THE TITLE,
REGARDLESS OF THE MUSIC) - Stripped. (nyahahahaha)
39. EVER BREAK SOMEONE'S HEART? - er, yes
40. DO YOU SMOKE? IF YES, PLEASE ELABORATE: nope nope nope :)
41. WHAT IS YOUR WORST QUALITY? whiney-ness, freaking out, and the jealousy is going down (I HATE PLASTIC PEOPLE THOUGH DAMMIT!)
42. WHAT IS YOUR BEST QUALITY? er, im nice?
43. HAVE ANY NICKNAMES? too many, some are quite embarssing too :)
44. WHEN DID YOU LAST "GET SOME?" - skips this question
45. ARE YOU HAPPY? - yep! why not? i got my shnuggle bunny back home! & he survived lunch with my whole family! HAHAHAHA :)
1. What do you most like about your body? Thinking bout that – its either the upper torso or my feet. My feet are cute. * wiggles toes * & they never change size anymore! haha
2. And least?: everything else between the upper torso, and my calves.
3. How many fillings do you have? Used to be quite a sweet tooth… ok im STILL a sweet tooth… bah, go ask my dentist.
4. Do you think you're good looking?: What can I say? Chris has good taste now… hahahahaa ;) -- im cute. Not Jennifer garner cute, but cute.
5. Do other people often tell you that you're good looking?: who the heck wrote these questions!?!?
6. Do you look like any celebrities?: I have been compared to (this is thru time, starting from 8th grade till present) – started off with donita rose, then evolved into Jennifer love Hewitt, then evolved into Christine turlington (why??), then to Mariah carey, then to Alicia keys, then to Jennifer Garner. … one day some poor kid is going to be harassed and poked at: “YOU LOOK LIKE KAREN!” poor child.
45 Questions, eh?
1. WHAT IS YOUR MIDDLE NAME?
Luisa
2. WHAT KIND OF PANTS ARE YOU WEARING AND WHAT
COLOR? nike bbal shorts, white and black
3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
"Fighting Temptation"
4. WHAT ARE THE LAST 4 DIGITS OF YOUR
PHONE NUMBER?
6989
5. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
holy cow - turkey, pancit, salmon & dill sauce and chicken pie! oh and sampaloc
6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR
WOULD YOU BE?
blue or purple :)
7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW?
bloody hot
8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
chris! :) -- thanks fer coming today btw. :) mwah
9. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT
THE OPPOSITE SEX? that smile ;)
10. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS?
yes yes, got it off friendster cuz of mel. haha
11. HOW ARE YOU TODAY?
relaxed, just ate sampaloc, mon :)
12. FAVORITE DRINK? grape juice or chrysanthemum tea!
13. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?
vodka citron
14. FAVORITE SPORTS?
riding & bball
15. HAIR COLOR?
brown
16. EYE COLOR?
brown
17. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
yessum
18. SIBLINGS AND THEIR AGES?
26 & 21
19.FAVORITE MONTH
JUNE!
20. FAVORITE FOOD? damn that's a lot. :)
21. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? - alex & emma, yucky doo.
22. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? a good one?
23. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT? - yep-- ok, shuddap. :)
24. DO YOU LIKE SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDING
MOVIES BETTER? - happy ending movies!
25. SUMMER OR WINTER? - summer that's not too hot :)
26. HUGS OR KISSES? - definately both!
28. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? - vanilla or white chocolate, uhhm yum
29. DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO WRITE BACK? - i know steph is gonna steal this anyway... haha
30. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? - steph
31. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? - everyone else :) (this is on a blog... er... who cares?!)
32. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? - EHEHEHEHE, ROMANCE NOVELS!! BEWITCHING
33. WHAT'S ON YOUR SCREEN SAVER (Also DESKTOP)? - eheh - bsb? it changes though, K!? it moves around from pets, to hot people, to kevin richardson.... *drools* or j.lo :)
34. FAVORITE BOARD GAME? - Monopoly... even if i lose all the time! grruff.
35. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT? - watch dvd's with chris! :)
36. FAVORITE SMELL? - hmm... chris when he takes a bath. hahahahaha
37. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU
WAKE UP IN THE MORNING? - "what time is it?"
38. FAVORITE ALBUM TITLE? (JUST THE TITLE,
REGARDLESS OF THE MUSIC) - Stripped. (nyahahahaha)
39. EVER BREAK SOMEONE'S HEART? - er, yes
40. DO YOU SMOKE? IF YES, PLEASE ELABORATE: nope nope nope :)
41. WHAT IS YOUR WORST QUALITY? whiney-ness, freaking out, and the jealousy is going down (I HATE PLASTIC PEOPLE THOUGH DAMMIT!)
42. WHAT IS YOUR BEST QUALITY? er, im nice?
43. HAVE ANY NICKNAMES? too many, some are quite embarssing too :)
44. WHEN DID YOU LAST "GET SOME?" - skips this question
45. ARE YOU HAPPY? - yep! why not? i got my shnuggle bunny back home! & he survived lunch with my whole family! HAHAHAHA :)
Saturday, November 01, 2003
bless saturdays :) i had a wonderful day with chris, sitting around my living room - we watched monty python's holy grail (doesn't it kick so much ass?! :) and alex & emma... which i didn't like much at all. all in all, i had a ton of fun, sitting there talking, joking around -- my boyfriend's the best best best guy in the entire universe. :) damn hot too. haha. :) ooh and i found out that enrico's back in manila... YEY!! haha, chris's cousin is too adorable for words!
tomorrow is my sister's 26th birthday (shh, dont tell her i told you... haha) and we're all just gonna have lunch together. after which, i think im gonna go take a ride and relax myself. monday on the other hand, i have a 4 hour refresher driving course - ditto with tuesday. mwahahaha :) then off to SPIT on tuesday, and then enrollment on wednesday morning. pweh. oh well. 24 days of school anyhoo -- but man oh man do i love vacation.
tomorrow is my sister's 26th birthday (shh, dont tell her i told you... haha) and we're all just gonna have lunch together. after which, i think im gonna go take a ride and relax myself. monday on the other hand, i have a 4 hour refresher driving course - ditto with tuesday. mwahahaha :) then off to SPIT on tuesday, and then enrollment on wednesday morning. pweh. oh well. 24 days of school anyhoo -- but man oh man do i love vacation.
Halloween Jinx The real reason why I should've kept my promise a long time ago that i would never celebrate halloween... last year, it was 10 times worse, so let me just accept today as a blessing. haha. :) i had a ton of fun with chris though, as i always do. though i think he should've stayed home and gotten some sleep because that boy just came off a really really long flight. sleepy boy who i love so much, huh? :) i wish that i could've made my sister and scil enjoy halloween - but hey, there's always a next time. and i usually have it better during other events. haha. :)
just really tired. waiting for chris to come over then we'll go bum downstairs with a bunch of dvds and turn into real professional couch potatoes. love ya baby.
just really tired. waiting for chris to come over then we'll go bum downstairs with a bunch of dvds and turn into real professional couch potatoes. love ya baby.